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  • takeachanceonme

    mumbled "Penny for my thought"

    I want to write about you but I’m worried that if I start writing I’ll never be able to stop. I’ve found that is a pattern with you, I don’t know how to stop with you. That’s why you always made the choices in our relationship, I couldn’t ever stop loving you, I couldn’t stop caring for you, I couldn’t stop saving you time and time again when I shouldn’t have, I couldn’t stop writing things away when it was wrong and I knew it.
    The problem is that I fell so hard and I keep finding that I can’t stand without you because I never truly learned how. You were my rock and also my anchor; ironic isn’t it.
    And I’m scared that I won’t be able to pick myself up from this one in all honesty.
    It really sucks how love stories work doesn’t it; I mean if you think about it, the thing that saves the princess seems to always be the thing that ends up breaking her the most. So I guess that is how our love story ends, and how I’d sum it up if I only had a sentence, not because that is all that matters, but because the rest of it is for us. It’s ours to remember and reminisce, it’s ours to laugh at, get angry at and cry over. Not anyone else’s and that is how I want our love story to be, much like everything else, I want it to be just between you and me.
    And pain that just seems to ball up in my chest and that hurts too. When I do cry the ball from my chest rises to my throat and I want to scream.
    But I can’t.
    I’m worried that when I see you again everything is going to come crashing down and I will break again, and that is a possibility but you don’t need to worry about me really; because it’s not your job anymore or anyone else’s besides my own.
    I know this will be good for you, even though you’ll never hear any of these words, I still wish the best for you and I know that you are going to do great things in life because like I said “If anyone is going to make it out of this okay it’s going to be you”.
    I know that you will look, love and laugh with someone else shortly, just because that is how you work, on the outside you make it look like you’re completely fine and to everyone else that’s what you tell them but in reality you worry, you beat yourself up, you play what ifs, and you wallow taking it out on yourself.
    What I wish for you is this; I wish that you find someone who can truly make you happy, and do everything you want of them all the time, I wish that you would erase that idea of perfection from your mind because in the end that is what ruined us, and what will ruin you. I wish that you take everything life has to give you so that you make that name for yourself which you crave so badly. I wish that you get that big house, nice job, nice school, nice family, and support both financially and personally that you wanted. I wish that you cherish the moments and the memories of me and of us and that you don’t regret the love that I gave you; that we shared.
    But most of all I wish that you take care of yourself and learn to look on the Brightside of things.
  • takeachanceonme
    I love the moment between Sawyer, Jessie and Milly. It's genuinely sweet and a great way to explain it all and a cute response that Milly gave her.

    p.s thanks for commenting on my Movella. I hope you continue writing your great stories! (:

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  • takeachanceonme
    I told you once and I'll tell you again...
    Listen to your adoring fans and do it ;)
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  • takeachanceonme
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    I love this poem, It shows great strength. I am not deaf, but I do sign and I have tried teaching some of my friends, and they just don't seem to understand that there are other ways of communication other then the things we express with our mouths, I would love to see them have the shoe on the other foot as some would say. Just because you are deaf does not mean you are incapable of things that "normal" people can do, considering that you are just like us, you only have one small difference, People don't seem to understand this, and it just makes me sick at times. Stay strong, and they will adapt, if they truly care for you.
    Deaf vs. Hearing
    Deaf vs. Hearing
    This is a poem I wrote as an assignment for my ASL class. Please, enjoy.
    7 years ago
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    I'm not deaf, but I took an ASL class in school and my teacher is deaf. I wrote this poem from the perspective of a deaf person for one of my "Deaf Experience" assignments. I like that you're learning sign language, too. It's truly a beautiful language. :) And thanks for your comment!
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