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Often I write things, sometimes they have worth.

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Movellas Author of the Month, November 2015

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"So before you trade in your summer skin for those high heeled shoes,
To make him want to be with you.
Let me remind you one more time
That just maybe, you’re beautiful but you just cant see.
So why don’t you trust me,
They’ll see it too you beautiful girl, you."

~~~


“I have hated words and I have loved them, and I hope I have made them right.”

“Like most misery, it started with apparent happiness.”

“It kills me sometimes, how people die.”

“I am haunted by humans.”

“He does something to me, that boy. Every time. It’s his only detriment. He steps on my heart. He makes me cry.”

“I wanted to tell the book thief many things, about beauty and brutality. But what could I tell her about those things that she didn't already know? I wanted to explain that I am constantly overestimating and underestimating the human race-that rarely do I ever simply estimate it. I wanted to ask her how the same thing could be so ugly and so glorious, and its words and stories so damning and brilliant.”

“A DEFINITION NOT FOUND
IN THE DICTIONARY
Not leaving: an act of trust and love,
often deciphered by children”

“Even death has a heart.”

~~~

“Books have to be heavy because the whole world's inside them.”

~~~

"Happy to lie back watch it burn and rust
We tried the world, good God, it wasn't for us."

Writing through an eating disorder

by , Thursday May 18, 2017
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Writing through an eating disorder

Rediscovering my creativity

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  • ᙢᗴᖇᙓᑕᗩ☂

    mumbled "Morning"

    www.movellas.com/story/201512260910191083-morning
    I started this daily movellas exactly two years ago to day. Since then I've been through hell and back (well, not quite back yet) and continued this writing habit every day through my nine month hospital admission. The question is should I continue it into 2018 - I'd be really grateful for your opinion xxx
  • ᙢᗴᖇᙓᑕᗩ☂
    I find it sad that so many of us have such difficulties because of the size and shape of our bodies. For me the problem is the opposite one - I am finally reaching a borderline healthy bmi after over a year and a half of being dangerously underweight - but like you I have the same daily battle around eating and food and can really sympathise with you. Gaining so much weight has not been a comfortable experience and just thinking about the amount of food I have to eat every day to maintain my weight makes me feel sick. I hope that you will find acceptance and happiness with who you are, you deserve it (: xxx
    Mercury Chap
    1 years ago
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    Yeah, it's awful how body image is affecting people's pyche.

    I hope the same for you :) Thank you so much <3
  • ᙢᗴᖇᙓᑕᗩ☂
    This is really good. I don't usually read this sort of book but I've got into this and I'm enjoying it so far. You've got a really good writing style and I think this is a really promising opening.

    Sorry - overuse of the word really in that comment
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    BadassJem
    1 years ago
    Thank you so much! I was trying something a little different with the style so I'm glad you like it :)
    ᙢᗴᖇᙓᑕᗩ☂
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    you're welcome!
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    These drawings are awesome, you've got such a cool individual style
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    BadassJem
    1 years ago
    Thank you so much! :)
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