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Did anyone tell you today you are beautiful?

Well guess what? You are ��

  • Ellie_xo
    4 months agoReply
    No no, I'm so glad when you tell me because I'm not sure if it's just me so I'm honestly grateful that you keep me updated Hun �� I've been writing about "Matthew" but all I can see in my head is Harry styles ��
    takemymedicine
    4 months ago
    That’s the same how I see it too! It just reminds me too much of him. HE’S EVERYWHERE ��
  • Ellie_xo
    4 months agoReply
    I don't know whats going on �� it comes up normal on the desktop version but isn't showing on the app! It's driving me nuts as I can't update until I've sorted it ��
  • Ellie_xo
    1 years agoReply
    Dear Diary,
    I haven't logged on much, but when I did today I saw my friend Pres had published a new chapter to her diary. It makes me SO happy she is writing as a few people knocked her confidence but what better way to ignore those people by continuing to write! I think that's pretty awesome.
    Pres thinks she needs to change, and it makes me ask myself ... why?! We should never ever change who we are. The unique DNA we have stands us apart from everyone else in this world so what need is there to change or to be like someone else? It goes against who we were born to be.
    Life can be tough, hell I know it can be. It can be lonely too, and isolation is suffocating. But do you know what's great? The gift of knowing we have a whole future ahead of us and we can be whoever we want to be, we just have to give ourselves time.
    I'm waiting for the day Pres realises she's awesome. It might not be today, tomorrow or even next week. But she'll get there, I know she will. Maybe she'll read this and maybe today it will make her smile ;) :)

    Ellie xoxo
    My Diary
    My Diary
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    2509
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    Just to write my thoughts and feelings down
    Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)
    Ellie please be on
    Ellie_xo
    1 years ago
    I'm here Pres ��
    Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)
    Yay wanna do a Edward scissorhands roleplay with me
  • Ellie_xo
    1 years agoReply
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    Pres don't you change! We wasn't born to fit in, we are born to stand out. If your "friends" are making you feel this way then ask yourself, are they really friends at all? I was left out and bullied and I KNOW it hurts, but learn to love yourself and your own company because you know why? Because WE can be our own best friends. Sure it's great to have a circle that get you and are there to advise you but if these people are putting you down in the process then cut them off because you don't need them! You don't need their approval! Only yours and yours alone! :)
    And regarding the writing, you have never claimed to be Shakespeare so keep writing and keep getting your ideas out there. Practice makes perfect and you will soon find your flow. Go over books that you love to read and see how your favourite authors write :) We are all unique Preslee, just keep on being you xx
    My Diary
    My Diary
    3
    2509
    12
    Just to write my thoughts and feelings down
    Ellie_xo
    1 years ago
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    You are so welcome Preslee. Don't let anyone EVER dull your shine. You're too awesome to be any other way ��
    Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)
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    Aww
    Preslee Lily Potter ❤️ :)
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    @[Ellie_xo]
  • Ellie_xo

    mumbled "A hug before I shut the door "

    2 years agoReply
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    Hey people!
    Don't be in shock, I rarely mumble :) it's just to say that I think I am leaving for a little while. I don't know if anyone will read this, and maybe you'll only stumble across it if you're reading one of my books and go onto my page ... If this is the case, hey there :)
    The decision to stop writing for now is a personal one. There's so many mumbles I read from the amazing people I follow and believe me when I say, I've smiled, laughed and hurt with you throughout those words.
    It's just sometimes I see things and it makes me so sad that I find myself being drawn into memories I want to forget, or it makes me feel utterly helpless over things. There have been many many times when I've wanted to reach out, but sometimes the topic is too close to home and when you feel like you have failed one person (and I did) I can't help with something that is my trigger ... And so out of my depth. For that I am sorry. We all have our demons.
    I've really enjoyed connecting and talking to some of you ... And I only say some because I can be shy. It's just the way I am :)
    I especially enjoyed writing my first fanfic ... Probably because when I read it back I literally cringed and laughed at the typos and just the whole thing of thinking what I thought was great actually wasn't (oops) ... It's good to laugh at yourself, right?! :) then there was Luke and Carly, my two favourite people. This is the part where I tell you the sequel will be taken off (out of reach) I hate books that are just left half done and I don't want to do that to you guys, the ending of the first book gives you the opportunity to end Luke and Carly's story the way you want to. I know the ending to the sequel, I hope yours was the same as mine ;)!
    I'm not saying I will never come back, but for now I just need to delete the app and sort out this fuzzy, over thinking brain.
    The only parting words I want to say for now are, thank you for taking the time to recognise my books, your judgment of them has always been kind :)
    Also be nice to one another. I see some of you struggling and it breaks my heart. If you want to be like a star then you have got to shine through the darkness. I KNOW it's easier said than done but your life is in your hands and it's so so precious. No one but you can change your destiny. Live it, breathe it, cherish it. Our time here is so so short.
    On that note the door is closing but it's not locked. A hug from me to you and see you soon my friends

    Ellie
    xoxo
    mizzkiahmarrie
    2 years ago
    I honestly hope you feel better. I had a lot of fun reading your stories, and I'm glad you're taking some time away... Maybe, if you return, you will create yet another wonderful book. We love you Ellie! And we wish you luck and happiness while your away.
    Sending All My Love,
    Majestic
     Perfectionist☺
    Awe Ellie): I enjoy your books & I'll miss out of reach I was so excited to catch up. Hope you get better. Love youxx
    Emma_Babe
    2 years ago
    i really will miss out of reach..used to check it everyday. I will miss you. much love-emma
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