Made to Forget

I roll my eyes. “I’m fine. I don’t feel any different.”

He frowns. “Did something happen other than kissing while you were with Mara?” He asks.

Before I can answer there is a growl at the doorway. I turn my head to see Dimitri looking at the both of us angrily. “Get your hands off my mate Alexander.” He says.

I growl at Dimitri. “I am not your mate. You can’t control him or me.” I say getting up.

Dimitri looks at me with hurt in his eyes. “Yes we are mates.”

I cross my arms. “You can’t be mates with someone you have no feelings for. I don’t like you at all. In fact I hate you.” I say.

His face completely drops and I can tell my words cut him deep. Deep down I feel guilty and regret saying those words but on the surface I smile to see him like this. I walk past him without another word and head to the kitchen.


7. Chapter 6

Nick’s POV

I hurry out of the room my mind running 100 miles a minute. Why did I just kiss Abigail? What is wrong with me? She has a mate even if she doesn’t remember or even like him right now. I just did something I shouldn’t have. What’s scarier is she kissed back. I run a hand through my hair walking quickly out of the house needing some air.


I saw the look in her eyes when I said that it was a mistake. That I shouldn’t have kissed her. I saw the confusion and hurt in her eyes. Goddess what have I done? I don’t know what came over me? Maybe it was the fact I caught her changing. Oh I don’t know. All I know is I made a big mistake. Dimitri is going to be beyond mad when he finds out. I look up and see Charles and Suzannah talking.


Suzannah looks at me and frowns. “What’s wrong Alex?” She asks. Charles turns his attention to me as well.


I sigh knowing I need to tell someone. I look at Charles. “I need to talk to you privately about something.” I say. I see him frown skeptically and get up from the chair walking over to me.


“What’s up?” He asks.


I grab his arm and drag him to the edge of the woods away from Suzannah. “Hey. You could of just said to come over here.” Charles says rubbing his arm after I let go.


“Charles I did something really bad. I…...kissed Abigail.” I say rubbing the back of my neck.


Charles looks at me shocked. “You did what?”


I sigh rubbing my face. “I don’t know what came over me. All of a sudden I had a bad urge to kiss her. Charles I kissed her and she kissed back. I realised what was happening and pulled away. I feel terrible.”


Charles places a hand on my shoulder. “You told her you didn’t mean for the kiss right?”


I nod. “You should have seen her face when I did. I took advantage of her while she was confused. What type of bodyguard does that?”

Charles shakes his head. “Don’t blame yourself Alex. Abigail is a very pretty girl. I’ll admit I did like her because of her  beauty. She doesn’t get how beautiful she really is. It’s hard to resist a girl like that. Well that’s how i used to feel. Now I have found my mate and I’m happy with just being with her.”


I sigh. “I think it best I leave for a little while. You guys can take care of her.”


Charles frowns. “Don’t think leaving will make it worse?”


I shake my head. “No me being gone will make it better. I can’t let myself get between Dimitri and Abigail. They are mates.” I turn to walk my car. “Tell Abigail I’m sorry.” I walk to my car and get in. I turn the ignition on and drive away from Nick’s house.


Abigail’s POV

I wipe my eyes and sigh getting up. I should have known better. I’m so stupid. I walk out of the room and head to the bathroom closing the door and locking it behind me. I look in the mirror and see my eyes are red and puffy from crying for a while. I’m actually surprised they left me in the room alone that long.


I turn on the water on to cold and cup my hands under. I splash water on my face letting the cold water take away the dried tears. I grab a towel after turning of the water and dry my face. I look in the mirror and see that the puffiness is gone and unlock the door heading out. Dimitri is at the door with a concerned look in his eyes. I look away from him feeling a small pain in my chest. I walk past him but he grabs my arm.


I glare at him but he doesn’t let go. “What’s wrong?” He asks. I open my mouth to tell him that I’m fine but he cuts me off. “I can feel it Abigail. I felt it a while ago but I thought it was just your hand. You’ve been in the guest room for over an hour. Your eyes are red which tells me you’ve been crying. Why?”


I rip my arm from his grasp. “I’m fine just leave me alone.” I say and walk into the guest bedroom. I turn to close the door but he grabs it walking in. He closes the door and blocks it crossing his arms looking at me.


“You’re not fine.” He says.

My gaze goes to the window. “We put a lock on the outside of the window when you were forced to go to Mara.” he says.


I become nervous not liking being locked in this room with no way out. I look at him and I can tell he knows it’s making me nervous. His eyes are sympathetic. “Please tell me what’s wrong.”


I sigh. “You won’t like it. You’ll be extremely angry at me.” I admit.


He frowns. “Why would I be angry at you?” he asks his eyes hold confusion but deep underneath I see suspicion.


I back away from him and head to the closet. “A alex kissed me.” I hear a growl from him.


“He WHAT?!” Dimitri asks angrily.  


I pick up a piece of clothing from the ground not looking at him. “And I kissed him back. He stopped and said it was a mistake. I can’t say I’m sorry that I kissed back. I liked it. I’m confused though. I know we are supposed to be mates. But how can we be if I don’t like you?” I ask looking at him. I feel a sharp pain at the look in his eyes. It was a look of betrayal. Somehow it cuts deeper than the fact that Alex basically rejected me.


Dimitri turns and walks out of the room slamming the door behind him causing me to flinch at the noise. I feel regret at my words. A new wave of tears fall from my eyes this time for Dimitri which surprises me. I thought i hated him. If i hate him then why do I feel so bad about what I said to him?


Dimitri’s POV

I knew he wasn’t to be trusted. Where is that bastard? I’m going to kill him!


I storm out of the house and look around. I see Suzannah and Charles sitting on the porch together talking. As soon as they see me they fall silent. I can see Charles eyes move slightly and I turn to the now empty driveway. I growl looking back at him. “Where did he go?!” i ask angrily.


Charles shrugs. “I don’t know. He said he thought it was best he left. He didn’t want to be here if it meant ruining things between you and Abigail. He looked pretty upset about what he did.” He say his arm wrapped around Suzannah who is noticeably enjoying his touch. I can’t help but feel a twinge of jealousy toward them because of their relationship.


I curse. “It’s too late for that. The wimp could have faced me instead if running with his tail between his legs.” I say harshly. I turn and walk to the woods needing to run out my anger.


I feel someone grab my arm stopping me. I turn to see Nick who’s looking at me with concern. “You ok Dimitri?” He asks.

I shake my head. “No. My mates bodyguard, the lone wolf, just kissed her and then left her hurt. I am mad at both of them right now. Abigail for kissing back, Alex for kissing, and Mara for starting all of this shit.” I take my arm from his grasp and walk into the woods. I strip and shift running losing my thoughts and letting my legs take me where they want to go.


Abigail’s POV

I hear a knock on the door and quickly wipe my eyes as I see Rory walk inside. She gives me a look of concern. “What’s wrong?” she asks walking up to me. I fold the shirt and put it on the top of the closet.  She places a hand on my shoulder. “It’s ok you can tell me.”


I look at her. “I’m confused. Alexander kissed me and I kissed him back. I liked it but he pulled away telling me he made a mistake. I tell Dimitri after he blocks the door continuing to ask what is wrong, I saw betrayal in his eyes and for some reason it hurt worse than being rejected by Alex. I don’t like Dimitri. I hate him. Why did it hurt so bad to see the pain in his eyes?” I ask looking at her.


I see her eyes showing sympathy and anger. “This is that vampires fault right? She has done things like this confusing you. You must hate her.” She says.


I shake my head and notice her features turn surprised. “I don’t hate her. I’m not saying I like her either. It’s like more of I tolerate her. I can’t remember a lot of commands but it does make sense that she took my memories away. I don’t know about her command for me hating Dimitri. I just think that’s what it is. That I have hated him before. I mean I wake up to him, a stranger, with his arm around me.”


Rory frowns. “He’s your mate. You do……..well you did know him. I saw the look in both your eyes when I met you for the first time. You didn’t hate him. Quite the opposite actually. The one who changed your feelings was that vampire Mara. She messed with your mind.”


I fight the urge to growl in annoyance at her words. I know she’s only trying to help. The door swings open slamming against the wall. Next thing i know my back hits the wall and I’m pinned by strong arms holding me still. I let out a yelp of surprise but it’s soon cut off as lips crash against mine in a hungry and possessive kiss. A feeling of familiar warmth spreads through me like electricity. My head pounds painfully against a new memory that causes more paint than before. A howl of pain goes through my lips before my body slumps in the warm strong arms. Concerned voices ring in my ears but are soon gone along with my vision which replaces with a new memory.


I smile at Dimitri his arm wrapped around me as all of us watch a movie. Alex, Suzannah, Dimitri, and I. Half way through the movie we all lose interest and we all are joking and laughing. Dimitri leans down and kisses me and a slow passionate kiss causing my body to respond by melting into him. He pulls away with a sideways grin his eyes full of love and mischief. I almost shudder never being looked at like that before.


Suzannah pretends to gag and I roll my eyes slightly annoyed trying to hide a blush I feel creeping in my cheeks. She rolls her eyes back. “Get a room love birds. Y’all can have your puppy love in there.” She says jokingly and laughs.


I glare at her. “Shush. Once you find your mate you will probably be the same way.” I say as Dimitri wraps his arms around me and pulls me onto his lap. He rests his chin on my head tightening his grip just enough to feel like a bear hug. The heat of his body against mine gives me comfort and warms my heart in a way that makes me want to stay like this forever. I relax against him letting out a small sigh.


The memory fades and I’m left in blackness for a few minutes. I hear see and feel nothing before another memory appears.


I glare at Dimitri angrily. He thinks he can control me. Think again.  “We may be mates but I just met you. You have know right to take control of my life Dimitri.”


He glares right back. “You are mine. I am not going to let you get hurt while I am here. I will also not have any other male touching what’s mine.” He growls walking toward me.


I back up. “I am not property. I am not yours. I hug my friends. That’s all they are friends. I won't stop just because I have a clingy mate.” My back touches the wall.


He slams both hands on either side of me. “You are mine. I am not letting any other male touch what’s mine. If I have to I will mark you here and now.”


I growl. “You’ll risk exposure you idiot. Now come on before we’re late.”


He shakes his head. “I am too clingy. I think you should stay away from everyone at school.” He says his voice dripping with sarcasm.


I glare at him and push at his chest. “I’m not kidding. I can’t be late for school.”


He grabs my hands and pins them to the wall. “Me neither.” He places his lips on mine.


I struggle to get from the wall. His grip tightens almost painfully. He growls looking into my eyes. His are completely black.


It’s his Alpha side. He is very possessive since he just found you. Relax and kiss him back and he will relax.


You could have warned me.


Sorry I didn’t know if it was the same way for werewolves as it was for regular wolves.


Still would have been useful information. I relax my muscles no longer putting up a fight. Still not an excuse for his behavior though.


I feel his grip loosen and his eyes soften back to their emerald green. He pulls away. I glare at him and rip from his grip. I walk away without another word to my class.


The halls are empty and I know that we are late. I sigh and knock on the door. Miss Juniper opens the door. “Sweety you are late.”


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