I Love Him |C.T.H. fanfic

Olivia goes to school and is very close friends with Calum Hood. What happens after feelings come out one night? Are the feelings mutual? Or will he feel awkward and begin to avoid her? Read to find out.

TRIGGER WARNING:
****There may be mentions of self harm and/or drug use

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4. Tangled Cords

The day following movie night, Ash, Luke, Mikey, Cal and I wake up tangled on the couch. I, being the first to wake up, escape the 6'4" banshee that was on top of us. As soon as I escape the mess, I breathe a sigh of relief, scrambling away, hoping that I did wake Luke in the process. I head into the kitchen and grab the carton of eggs and the package of bacon from the fridge. I then grab the box of waffle box and put everything on the granite countertop. I turned to grab the skillets and waffle iron and glance into the living room and happen to notice Luke laying on the couch with his head propped up and his leg outstretched and pointing in the air. I give him a look of confusion and he wiggles his eyebrows at me in response and I erupted into a fit of giggles. I continued watching him fumble, trying to get off the couch without waking anyone, so that he could come help me cook breakfast.

As he stumbled his way over, he tripped on the doorway. I swiftly caught him in the process of opening the bag of waffle mix, causing the powder to make a mess. I then carefully stood him up, hoping that he'd actually stand straight this time. We don't want to lose any more waffle mix. After he stood up, I realized that not only did the floor get decorated by the fine white powder, but so did our shirts. So, I headed upstairs and changed into one of Cal's old tank tops. Luckily, I wore my bracelets yesterday, so I didn't have to worry about anyone seeing my scars. I brought Luke a shirt too so that he could change into something cleaner. We continued cooking while listening to music and dancing around the kitchen. Gradually, the rest of the boys woke up. Since Luke and I didn't need anymore help cooking, everyone else just sat at the kitchen table, eagerly waiting for breakfast to be done.

Following breakfast, the boys had band practice in Luke's garage.

"Have fun, guys! I'm gonna go home and just watch some Netflix or whatever on my laptop." I told them as they were getting ready.

"Are you kidding, Oli? You can come." Cal said

"No, I don't want to get in the way"

"Seriously, you can come. You could never get in the way."

"Really, sure I guess I'll watch then"

"Awesome! And hey, we were gonna invite Maddie anyways." I smiled back at Cal when he said that. It was a fake smile though. Maddy was in love with Calum and I'm sure he likes her back. I mean, she's absolutely gorgeous. Beautiful, long brunette locks and, like, perfect boobs. She was like supermodel skinny. Way prettier than I'll ever be. But, whatever. I guess I'll just have to suck it up. I mean, the totally like each other, but, if Cal is happy, I'm happy, right?

At band practice, they unveiled a new song. It's called Amnesia.

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you? Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape 'Cause I'm not fine at all The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape 'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all  
 

The song isn't being released as a single until next month, but they know we'll keep our mouths shut. Or at least I will. There's some tension between Maddie and I. I've never really liked her. I mean, we've been going to school together since she moved here in year 10 but, I've always gotten weird vibes from her. But, I'm going try to be friends with her. For Cal's sake.

 

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