Fight For Me | P.JM

Would you ever go that extra extent for the one you truly love?
What if you know that it will hurt the people you hold close to your heart?
And that you could also end up hurt too...


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"H-hi Dad, what's wrong? Has Jungkook clogged the toilet again?" I said in order the lighten the atmosphere but my dad's facial expression wouldn't budge. His eyes conveyed fury and worry that was waiting to explode on me.

"Do you have any idea what time it is Y/N?" He said pointing at the living room clock.

"It's only 6:45..." I mumbled but he still managed to hear me.

"Only?! You were suppose to be back an hour ago!" He said angrily

"Do you know how concerned I was?" He then said in a tone to make himself sound calmer but it said otherwise in my head.

He does this all the time, I could come a minute late and he would notice. I hated it, I wanted to be free and not have my dad always worried about my whereabouts, I mean I'm 19 for heaven's sake, I deserve to go or do whatever I please without my dad breathing down my neck.

"Why do you always do this? I've had enough of it, I want you to be able to trust me enough that I can go out with my friends and live a normal life because I am sick of you giving me a curfew and telling me what to do, I am old enough to make my own decisions!" I said with anger surging through my veins.

"Oh yeah? What will happen the day that someone tries to kidnap or rape you huh? What are you going to do then? You'll have wished that you took heed of my words, I am doing this for a reason Y/N, I don't want to lose you, I've already lost your mother, I won't be able to handle the agony..." he said as his eyes began to well up.

" I know what you mean dad but-"

"No Y/N, you don't because if you did,

you would've thought about my concerns instead of acting with zero self care, just go, I don't want to see you right now." That hurt my heart that my dad didn't care about my freedom and instead wanted me to abide by what he says because apparently 'whatever he says, goes'.

"I don't know why I bother to reason with you, you've changed so much since she's gone.." He looked at me with a shocked expression but I didn't want to listen to anymore of what he's got to say. I had tears that were anxious to leave my eyes so I ran up the stairs and darted into my room, slamming the door as I leaned on the the other side of it. Why won't he just see it from my point of view, try to understand where I'm coming from? He's just too stubborn and I've had enough of it.

I wanted to crawl into my oversized hoodie so bad because I hate tight clothing, it just doesn't appeal to me but I wear it so I don't look like a hobo. I looked through my closet for it and I remembered that I had put it in the wash because I'd dropped jjajangmyeon (black bean noodles) on it, I'm really clumsy so I drop things too often. My brother was still at his work office as he normally works late so I presume that he isn't in his room, I'll steal one of his then because he has like a dozen and he hates when I snoop around his clothes but I really couldn't give a crap. I crept out my own room and walked on my tip toes so my dad still thinks I'm in my own room, actually I think I can hear him snoring so who cares?

The door was unlocked which is a surprise since he usually locks it because, like I said, doesn't like people in his business. I walked in, not paying attention to anything else except for his wardrobe when I suddenly heard someone say, "snooping in my room yet again huh Y/N? I was so startled by his voice I gasped and placed my palm on my chest because I get scared easily so it felt as though my heart was about to stop functioning.

"JUNGKOOK! You scared the living shit out of me!" I said punching his arm but he's so muscular he didn't even flinch, I need to start going to the gym but I'll probably have like a entire cake the next day so, probably shouldn't.

"Yah! Watch your language, dad'll hear you," he said

"He's asleep pabo," I said slapping his head.

"YAH! Stop hitting me or I'll do something to you that'll make you regret even living."

"Shut up, you do that and I'll tell all your co workers that you clogged the toilet yesterday." I smirked as he went pale in the face.

"Touché, sister, touché"

"Anyway, why was dad ranting to himself?", its something my dad did whenever he's pissed at one of us, we got used to it but he hadn't done it in ages.

"Oh, because I came home late," I said

"Seriously? You know how dad acts when you do that,"

"But I'm old enough to not have a damn curfew, I'm not a child anymore"

"You know exactly why he does that though..." he said with a sense of sadness within his voice. It was hard on him too but he had to be strong since my dad couldn't be and he was the oldest so he naturally felt that he should be there for me and my dad. He helped me too, I too, would've been broken without Jungkook.

"But I can use my self defence skills, I started going classes yesterday, want me to demonstrate on you?" I said, sometimes I feel that Jungkook is scared of me because I can put up a good fight when people piss me off.

"Don't even try it Y/N," he said, I wasn't in the mood anyway, all I wanted was one of his hoodies so I asked with the sweetest voice I could muster, "Jungkook oppa~," God I hate the word 'oppa' which is why I never use it to call my brother, it makes me cringe that you can use the same word to call your brother and your boyfriend, oh well let's hope this works.

"Can I borrow one of your hoodies please~? I said pouting and made my eyes big.

"Nope, you always get left overs on them and make me wash them!"

"COME ON! I've had such a tough day and you're gonna do this to me now, JEBAL" I asked in a pleading manner, which reminded me of that cute guy from the shop, I wonder who he is, I've never seen him before, I hope I get to see him more because he was awfully dashing.

"Fine, you can have it on one condition, you go on a blind date with one of my colleagues from work," my mouth gapped open and I then said " HELL TO THE NO, ARE YOU CRAZY?"

"PLEASE, I said I'd set him up with someone because I couldn't solve some stupid math equation, I'll give you 2 of my hoodies and you can keep them!"

Wait, 2 hoodies? And they're cozy as hell, I can't believe I'm doing this but 2 HOODIES! It's just a blind date I guess...

"FINE! But I get to pick which ones I want!" I said as I ran to his closet and picked his Tommy Hilfiger hoodie and his Supreme one (shouldn't have let me pick)

I ran as fast as I could into my room and I laughed as I heard him shout "GREAT, I JUST MADE TWO OF THE WORST DECISIONS OF MY LIFE TODAY, GOD DAMMIT!"

I slipped the supreme hoodie on and I loved it as it was so big on me and comfy as hell. I jumped into bed and thought about the day. It wasn't all bad, I mean I got two of my brother's designer hoodies and I met a really good looking guy at the floristry so I would say today was a success, even if I had an argument with my dad... I'll get him a new pair of shoes tomorrow, I know how much he loves shoes. My eyes started to get heavy as I drifted into a deep slumber.

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I'm sorry if my chapters are too long, please tell me if you want me to change the way I write it e.g  write smaller paragraphs instead of such big ones. Thank you so much for reading and until next time, I send all my good wishes upon you!

-Love from S.S ❤️

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