Chasing a Broken heart

Welcome to my life. A few months ago, my mom got cancer. The doctors did everything they could to save her but it was too late. She died and it made everything in my life miserable. My dad got a depression, and all of my friends left me because they thought I was a. Maybe I am who knows? I only have my big sister left, but she does not live at home anymore. In School, I am sitting alone. I even eat my lunch in the bathroom. Everything went bad since my mom died, and I do not blame her because my dad used to punish her every day when she got home from work. So enough from the past. I want to tell you my story personally, and why I want to end it. Today I have school, and I already know what is going to happen. People are probably going to look at me as if I am a freak.

it's my first story, so please don't hate


10. Chapter 10



 Caroline's POV

I finished school and came straight home, even though I did not want to. I texted Liam because I was scared of my dad, I was scared that he was going to do it again. I know that he is going to do it, but something in my heart wished that he might have forgotten it. I was wrong.

Caroline: Liam I am scared. I am not sure I want to do this anymore. I just want to die.

Liam: Do not worry everything will get better soon. I will do everything in my power to help you because you deserve much better than this.

Caroline: I really hope so.

I heard the doorbell, and my heart started raising. This was just the beginning. I heard someone going up the stairs. I just wanted to run away, or just be gone forever. It was my father. For a second I thought he was calm but then he told me to take this certain type of clothing. I just don't understand how he could sell me like that. I once questioned if he even was my father. A man opened the door, and he looked like a 40-year-old man. He started walking towards me, and then I started walking away from him. He pulled my hair, and I screamed. I tried using all of my strength to pull him away from me, but he was stronger. I gave up. Nobody could help me. Then he just left, and before he shut the door, he said, "by the way, my name is Robert". He shut the door carefully, and my father came in, he slapped me on my cheek, and said, "Why didn't you take on the clothes that I told you to. I own you, and you do as I say, you little pig." For a second I wanted to commit suicide but I always remembered what Liam Said to me "everything is going to be okay, and it will get better". He was the only person wanting to help me. My father started to scream at me, the tears went down my face and I couldn't help but shout at him "WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?" he stopped screaming, is he going to kill me? I have no clue anymore. He left my room slamming my door. This day was bad enough so I just changed my clothes and went to sleep. My heart was completely broken. I just wanted someone to hold me, like my mom used to. Why doesn't anybody love me? It's over. I decided it; maybe it was time for me to leave the world. My dad will definitely get happier than he is now, and that way I can be with my mother again. I wish my sister would be here to get me out of here, I don't remember much of her because she left after my mom died. The rest of my weekend, I spend in my room. Often I just try to make myself feel better about how my life is, but I doesn't work. It's Monday morning. I was not sure if it's the day I kill myself or the day that my father gets arrested. I saw Liam at school but I was trying to avoid him. It just breaks my heart even more that he is in a relationship with Rebecca and he doesn't love me like I love him. I was walking in the hallway and people were screaming "go kill yourself, you whore" Liam grabbed my hand and took me out of there. I was speechless. My phone started vibrating and many people tagged me in a video. It was the video of me being raped.

Caroline: what have you done, this isn't what I meant when I gave you permission to record it. You were supposed to give it to the police.

Liam: I swear on God's name it wasn't me. It must have been Rebecca.

Caroline: did you show it to Rebecca?

Liam: No, she came over last night crying over her dad, then she went into my room, and I forgot I was recording you. I am so sorry.

Caroline: Okay, I believe you, but the whole school has seen it and now I'm known as the whore of the school.

I ran away because I couldn't handle the pain in my heart. I was going to do it now. I was the time. I wasn't supposed to be born, the world hates me, and now I am going to give them what they want. I had a knife in my backpack. I was shaking, I was crying, and I was heartbroken. I took a deep breath and a hand pushes the knife out of my hand. It was him.

Liam: what are you doing

Caroline: I just can't do this anymore

Liam: are you just going to leave me like that?

Caroline: you don't understand how it feels to get raped every single week by a stranger, you don't understand how it feels to see someone you're in love with being with another girl than you, and you certainly don't understand...

** Liam kisses Caroline to calm her down**

** tears went down her face**

/Authors note/

thanks for reading the next chapter

see you soon - Zeinab


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