Time to choose // Dolan Twins Fan Fiction

Your a 17 year old girl named Neeve and you had a really hard decision to make. Move to LA or London, you followed your heart and ended up doing something you never imagined.


23. Chapter Twenty-Three

"Neeve... you alright?" Ethan said sitting up next to me out of bed.

"Uhh... yeah" I said not even sure if that sounded believable.

"That does not sound believable. You okay?" He asked putting his arms around me in comfort.

"Yeah I'm fine" I said with a fake smile.

I can't believe I just had a dream about Grayson. And it was a sexual type of dream....


"You know I'm always here for you" Ethan looked at me.

"Of course" I said smiling and lying down again.

We went back to bed but I couldn't sleep.


It was 7:00 and Ethan is still asleep. But I still haven't spelt since last night. It's like when your a little kid and you have a night mare and your afraid to go back to sleep just in case you have the dream again. That's me right now.

I heard a knock on the door and Ethan turned to look at the door.

"I'm going out to get breakfast I'll be back in half an hour" Grayson said not opening the door.

"Alright" Ethan yelled out to Grayson and closed his eyes again.

I'm so tired but I'm way to afraid to sleep again so I just stared at the ceiling.

Ethan opened his eyes and turned his head to face me

"You alright?" He asked sitting up

"Holy crap, you look terrible" he said putting his hand on my face.

"Thanks" I sighed.

"oh no no no that's not what I meant, I mean like you have bags under your eyes and you look like you've been up for hours" he said reassuring me.

"I haven't really slept since I woke up last night" I said blankly.

"Why? You could've woken me up so you would have company" he said with a smile.

This is what I hate. Ethan is such a nice guy and will do anything for you but then here I am. Being an absolute shitty girlfriend by having feelings for his FUCKING TWIN BROTHER. How can this be.

"No I couldn't do that to you" I said with a smile.

"Like what I said yesterday I would do anything for you" he said getting out of bed and walking into the bathroom.

"I know you would" I whispered with a tun of guilt on my shoulders.

"You going to get up?" He asked popping his head from the bathroom door.

"No I'm just going to try and sleep. Is that okay?" I asked.

"Yeah. I'll tell Grayson to leave your breakfast in the fridge when he comes back" Ethan said grabbing his clothes to get changed.

"Thank you" I said laying down.

"I'm going to go and start editing in the room next door so you can sleep." Ethan said grabbing his computer and walking out the door and closing it behind.

I closed my eyes and kept telling myself not to think of anything. Which failed miserably.

All I can think about is that dream.

Finally after awhile I feel asleep.


"I'm so tired I'm just going to bed" i said.

"no don't go" he said holding me closer.

"what are you doing" i asked trying to move back.

"this" he said and with that he kissed me on the lips.


I woke up in fear again. I had the exact same dream... AGAIN.

There must be something wrong with me. WHY DO I KEEP DREAMING ABOUT THIS. My breathing was heavy and I couldn’t think straight. Obviously I need help. But I can’t tell Grayson or MAINLY ETHAN.

What am I going to do!

I’m just in bed now sitting up trying to catch my breath. I check the clock and saw it was around 2:00pm so I decided to have a shower and actually do something with my life.

After my shower, I got out and put on some of the white Dolan twin hoodie merch and some shorts. I got my computer and went to the kitchen.

I may aswell have my breakfast for lunch so I placed my computer on the counter and got my breakfast which is now lunch out of the fridge.

After eating I sat in a stool at the kitchen counter and opened up my computer to my editing app to edit this weeks video.

Today is Tuesday so I have to edit now or I’ll totally forget and it will be a disaster.

I haven’t watched the twins video yet but I guess I’ve been in bed all day so what’s the point if you know what I mean.

“Hey Neeve” I heard someone say coming from the lounge room.

I turned around to face the person behind me.

“Hey gray” I said

I don’t want to talk or even look at him right now. Since that dream... I can’t have feelings for him. Don’t get my wrong I like Ethan too. A lot but I have the same amount of affection for Grayson aswell.

“What are you up to” he asked while getting water from the fridge.

“Just editing a video” I said concentrating on the video.

“Can I see?” He Ask coming to my side of the counter.

He came over to the stool next to me and went to the beginning of the video and pressed play.

As he was watching the video he laughed’ Smiling and died inside a couple of times but I loved seeing his reaction.

“This is amazing” he said getting up from his seat.

“Thanks” I said blushing.

WHY AM I BLUSHING! What is wrong with me!

“But...” he started.

I looked up at him in concern. What’s wrong with the video?

“Not as amazing as you” he said.

“Your cheesy as fuck” I laughed still blushing.

“Anyways I have to go. Going to my friends house. See ya later” he said going to grab his keys and left the house closing the door behind him.

I feel really bad. That I’m doing this to Ethan.

He doesn’t deserve any of this. He doesn’t even know it’s happening to him.

One thing I do know is that I have to tell him the truth. I love him way to much not to. He deserves to know what’s been happening.. hope he understands.


I walk about the stairs nervously... how do I even begin to say it.

Oh yeah Ethan, I’ve been having sexual dreams about your brother when I’m dating you. Oh and to add I like him as well the same amount that I like you too. So it’s like I can’t choose between you too all over again. Yay.


I got upstairs. I’m standing infront of the door.

I’m way to afraid to even turn the handle because once I do. I know that I definitely have to tell him. There’s no turning back.

I put on hand on the door knob. I turn it slightly until the door opens and I see Ethan editing a video.

“Hey Ethan” I say nervously walking into the room.

“Hey, what’s up?” He asked turning his full attention on me.

“Not much, but I do need to tell you something” I started.

“What is it?” He asked.

“It’s about Grayson.....”

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