Time to choose // Dolan Twins Fan Fiction

Your a 17 year old girl named Neeve and you had a really hard decision to make. Move to LA or London, you followed your heart and ended up doing something you never imagined.


35. Chapter Thirty-Five


It's all I can see, all I can feel, all I can touch and taste. I felt trapped. No where to go. I don't even know what's going on. I'm probably the laughing stock of the whole world.

I'll be on YouTube for my black out. Why does this have to happen to me.

I don't even know how long it's been since my 'accident' on stage. Maybe this isn't my thing. Being famous around the world for YouTube videos I make.

If it wasn't for the twins I wouldn't be where I am now. No not the black out part but the part when I have over 10 million subscribers.

It was all because of them. If I didn't meet them I would probably only have 1 million or so. I owe a lot to those boys.

I can hear chitchat but I can make out what their saying. It's like only litter mumbles that are fading away.

I don't know how long it's been. I wish I knew. I want to yell out that I'm here and it's okay but I can't. When I want to open my mouth even just to breath it's like something has glued them shut.

"Is she okay doc?" Someone asked.

"Well...... we have some good news and bad news" I'm assuming the doctor said.

"She's alive and healthy but..... she's in a coma. We don't know when she'll wake up or... if she'll wake up" he finished.

WHAT! No I'm alive can't you see me! HELLO!!!

I want to yell that out so anyone, someone knows that I'm okay. It's killing me inside. It really is. Why can't they just read my mind.... FUCKING HELL.

"What do you mean you don't know if she'll wake up!" Someone raised their voice.

"Ethan calm down please. We don't have control over this. It's all up to her now really"

Ethan IS HERE! Wait what? They should be at Vidcon

"can't you just give her something"

"I'm afraid that's not how it works. We can keep her here and take care of her but we can do anything else but that"

I heard slight sobs. Who's are those? I can't keep doing this they need to know I'm okay. But... I can't move I can't DO FUCKING ANYTHING! I wish I could just say I'm here.


I still don't know how long I've been like this for but it honestly feels like ages. I feel stronger but not much has changed. I can hear more clearly and my mum has come. To bad I couldn't actually see them. Lauren's seen me a couple of times. She's told me stories about things we did when we were younger which made me want to cry but... I couldn't.

The twins haven't been back since... I don't know when. I'm starting to literally get sick of this. It's like an endless sleep I can't get rid of.

"Hey doc" someone said.

I felt my eyes open a little. Not to much though.

I tried to look at who was there but my head wouldn't move. Like I'm trapped all over again.

"How is she?" The same person asked.

"Well, shes doing a lot better. Not awake yet but... better." The doctor said.

I got used to the doctors voice. I know who the person is now. Not by face but by voice. Its a little creepy and sad at the same time.

"Do you think she'll wake up?"

"Hopefully she will. We can always hope"

FUCKING HELL IM RIGHT HERE JESUS CHRIST OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE THAT IM HERE! I feel invisible when I'm really not. I know I'm here and they can see me but I'm not there. Argh.

I forced my eyes to open. Didn't work. WHY WONT IT OPEN! Please for the love of god pleaseeeee open.

"How long are you here for?" The doctor asked the person.

"Only about 1 hour" they replied.

"Okay. You can sit down if you wanted"

"Thank you" And then someone left the room.

I could hear a chair get pulled up next to my hospital bed. They didn't speak and obviously I didn't either. I could only hear the sound of the there breathing.

I tried to open my eyes again. But I couldn't. I sighed slightly in frustration. Wait.... I SIGHED. I tried to open my mouth. And IT DID SLIGHTLY! Oh my god. IM BETTER. WHAT!

I went to open my mouth to speak when the person started before I could.

"Hey neeve, haven't seen you in a while.... how have you been. I bet you can't even here me right now but I just wanted to tell you I love you. I've always had and always will. Your mother and I have been worried sick since the accident. I haven't slept or eaten. And I won't until I know your okay." He started.

I can tell who it is now. m... my dad. He's here! He actually.... cares about me right now!

"I'm really sorry neeve. For not letting you do what you wanted to do. I shouldn't been there for you even if I didn't agree with your decision and now it may... be.... t.. to late" he sobbed.

I've never seen my dad more sad in his life. I love him so much even if I don't say I do. He means a lot to me and I'm happy to call him my dad.

"It's okay dad... I forgive you" I said opening one eye.

He looked up at me with disbelief of what is happening in his eyes. I saw the tear stains down his face. His red puffy eyes were heartbreaking to see. I actually mean something to my dad. I've pushed him away for so long and he finally looks at me like an actual person.

I smile at him. He doesn't say anything and just comes in for a hug.

"Oh my gosh neeve, your alive.. YOUR ALIVE" he said between sobs.

Te doctor came in and once he saw me a smile appeared on his face.

"You have more guests Miss. Charles" the doctors said before two talk boys came into the room.

"OH MY GOD NEEVE! Your ALIVE! YOUR AWAKE! Oh my god!" Grayson said coming over to me with his arms open for a hug.

Ethan's mouth was touching the ground that how wide it was. He didn't say anything he was way to in shock.

"How long have I've gone for?" I asked.

"About 4 days" Ethan said finally moving and speaking.

4 days? Felt like a fucking year.

"I've missed you so much neeve, I thought I would never be able to talk to you again" Ethan said with tears in his eyes.

"It's okay guys. I'm here. I've always been here. You don't know what it was like hearing people crying right besides you and you couldn't help them. Respond to anything or anyone" I said keeping tears in.

"Neeve. We have some good news. Your free to go" The doctor said to me coming into the room.

"What? Don't I have to like stay for like a couple of days!" I Questioned.

"No actually. We did all your test when you were concussed. Your quick strong so you don't have to stay, unless you want to stay" he asked

"No thank you. Thanks for looking after me" I said getting out and getting my clothes.

The doctor left and left me alone with the twins and my... dad. I still can't believe he's here.

"I'll have to get back home. My flight leaves soon. I'll call you later neeve. Hope you get better" dad said before giving me a hug and left the room.

"Guess What neeve" Grayson said with a smile.


"Last day of Vidcon is tomorrow" Ethan started

"I can't guys. I made a huge fool out of myself. I should just except that this life style isn't for me"

"You can't say that" Grayson said then Ethan added.

"You have more fans then us! And we've been doing this for nearly 4 years now. You have to stay. And plus we haven't given you your surprise yet" Ethan said with a cringe wink.

"Fine but only for my surprise" I laughed.

"Okay we'll give you some privacy and we'll see you outside" Grayson said leaving the room with Ethan.


It was the next day and I feel like I'm starting to get back to normal. I found out that the wound on my stomach was actually some small stab wound. Weird right. But it wasn't like from a knife it was actually from Grayson's suitcase. So thanks Grayson. I'm joking but thank god dead.

The car arrived in front of Vidcon and I honestly didn't want to go in. I felt weird and scared.

"Guys I can't do this. This is was a bad idea I can't go in there" I said not moving from my seat.

"No neeve please. We want to give the surprise" Ethan said pushing me out of the car.

"Fine. If I cry or die it's all your fault" I said play punching his arm.

"I can handle it" Ethan cockily replied.

I just rolled my eyes and kept walking into the building. I felt weird. Like everyone was staring at me. I could tell I was shaking. I felt someone hold my hand. So I looked to my left and saw Grayson with a tight smile on his face.

I smiled back and looked forward again.

"Neeve we forgot to tell you something" Grayson started.


"We're going on stage today" Ethan finished.

"Nice, good luck" I responded. I felt... idk upset when they said that. Because when it happened to me I ended up in fucking hospital so.....

"Speaking Of stage, Ethan we gotta get going or we'll be late" Grayson said starting to walk off.

"Please watch us neeve, front row?" Ethan asked.

"Sure. See you there" I said with a fake smile.

"Amazing. See you then" and with that they were gone.


I walked to the VIP area to watch the twins on stage.

They are coming on in about 3 minutes so I wouldn't have to wait for to long.

In a middle of my thoughts the lights dimmed so we all knew they were coming out.

Once everyone saw them come on they cheered and screamed. A girl next to me yelled for them to take their shirt off which I couldn't help but laugh at.

"Hey what's up guys, WE'RE BACK!" They said in unison and I swear every girl past out.

No wonder people love them. There fucking hilarious.

"So, how is everyone doing today" Grayson asked.

The audience replied and one of them said 'fucking Great when you guys came'. It was hilarious.

"So we actually have a surprise for someone" Grayson said looking over at me.

"Not just any surprise, a.... choice if you'll call it that" Ethan said both looking at me.

"Neeve. We both met you here a year ago today" Grayson started

"And since then we haven't left your side" Ethan said. They were both taking turns on saying sentences.

"You've been like our best friend and we couldn't ask for anything else"

"Except one thing.."

"Neeve. Ethan and I have the biggest crush on you and you have no idea how hard it has been for both of us"

"We honesty do love you but remember that day when we said you had to choose"

"Well that day is today" Grayson said with a smile.

"And we weren't expecting you to go to hospital so that's not the best thing"

"But your here now"

"So neeve..... will you go out with me?" Ethan said

"Or me?" Grayson said.

Everyone is looking at me. I knew I had to choose but... I didn't think it was going to be today!

"Neeve? We only have 3 minutes left on stage so.... I'm sorry but you have to choose now" Grayson said.

Who can I choose?! How will I choose!

Who will I choose?

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