Painful Beauty

Four best friends, inseparable since Kindergarten have lived normal lives. That was until one snowy December day, something horrifying happens leaving one of the four teens paralyzed. Since then, not one of them has ever been the same but same or not.. romance buds.


4. Chapter four

Yoongi's POV

 Here I go again..  ​A single tear slides down my cheek as the cold piece of metal slides against my skin. I've been doing this for a while and it never fails to shock me. Truth be told I don't like doing it..I just.. I need to. It helps me forget.. besides, I deserve this. If I was there with him.. maybe he'd still be here.. I shake my head of the thought, the blade still pressed against my skin and at the memory, I press harder. Blood began to drip down my arm and onto the sink. I stare at myself in the mirror. This is who you are Yoongi. A self harming little b***h. ​My fists clench as I hold onto the blade, cutting my fingers accidentally but not caring. I let go and let it fall to the sink before I collide my dripping red fist with the mirror.

 1 month earlier

I sit in Calculus, texting Tae as I'm beyond bored at this point. Thank gosh today is almost over. Winter break here I come!

Yoongi: we still meeting at Hobi's place today? :)

​I feel my phone buzz and pull it back out:

Tae: yep. save me, this class is booring XC

Yoongi: I'm in the same boat. wish I could help mate :/

Minutes later

The bell rings and I jump up. Finally! I beat everyone out the door, jogging to Tae's classroom which is right across the hall.

"Boy am I glad to see you," I rolled my eyes. "Let's scurry out of here."

Tae doesn't protest as I grab his arm. We meet Hoseok and Jimin at their house because Tae and I's classes are so far from Hoseok and Jimin's that we take two different routes. We came up with it when all four of us were in Kindergarten together. Hoseok and Jimin have always been closer in class as Tae and I.

When Tae and I step outside, we're immediately greeted by falling snow.

"Wow.." I stick my glove covered hand out as a tiny snowflake falls on top of it.

"C'mon you dork!" Tae throws a snowball at me to get my attention.

"Hey!" I laughed as I began to catch up to him. While I was admiring the snow, he had walked further.

Minutes later

We arrive at Hoseok's doorstep, seeing the two. "Hey Jimin!" I immediately hug my friend.

​"Hey Hobi. Hey Jimin," Tae greeted both while he waited by the door.

"Hey to you too, hyung." I chuckled as Hoseok unlocked his front door. I got inside as fast as I could, quick to get out of the cold weather.

"Anybody thirsty?" Hoseok pulled out a Coke.

"I'd like a Coke."

"Me too," I answered after Jimin.


I turned to Tae to see or hear his answer which was a "I'm good, thanks." Hoseok tossed us our drinks and I catch mine.

"So I found Jin's Mario game set that he left here a while back. I wanted to see if you guys wanted to play..?" Hoseok pulled out our other friend's dearly missed game set.

"Count us in," I nodded with Tae.

"Jiminie you wanna play?" Jimin didn't give a verbal answer but I assumed it was a no go because Hoseok proceeds, "Prepare to lose." He winked at Tae and I and plopped down before us. We all grabbed a controller and played endlessly for a while.

30 minutes later

​After a while, I get bored. I quit the game and join Jimin on the couch. I see him roll his eyes at a giggling Hoseok and Taehyung and sip his coke. I decide to say something.

"Jiminie, we aren't strangers ya know. You don't have to be shy," I poke at his thigh. I notice his face heat up. Cute.

"Hah! No one is shy Yoongi. I've known you for like ever."

I scoot a bit closer, my hand accidentally brushing his thigh so I squeeze it.

"Uh uh," Jimin removes my hand from his thigh and places it on mine.

I'm not quite sure he saw me but I return it with a pout. "Fine. So what are you two d**kheads giggling about?" I turn to Hoseok and Tae.

"Tae can tell you," Hoseok shrugs, giving a look to his buddy.

I'm sure it's nothing. They're being a bunch of jokesters. I laugh.

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