I have freaking Writer's Block..

Just read it...


2. Stupid question....

Frequently, we are all asked a very important question: What are you going to do with your life when you graduate? I hate this question, like I'm not saying that my life is so horrible, but I never had time to think about it. Jesus, all of you people are going to think that I love talking about myself, when I swear to god that I don't. I don't know, I had a person tell me that I was using my life to make excuses for the things I do. Like first of all, no. Just no. I never ever say that I can be a dick because my dad was a douche, or say that I can do whatever the hell I want because my life was so messed up. No. The only two things I blame on my life are my depression and my eating disorder. Yeah, I eat when I'm stressed or when I'm bored or basically, anytime I can. Well, not really anymore. I don't know.    Anyways, I got a little off topic, sorry. Okay, I never really sat down and thought seriously about what I want to do. And high school just wants to know everything I want to do with my life, and I literally have no idea. NO IDEA! I mean, being a writer sounds fun, but ugh. I can't write. I am just not good at it, and thats another problem, I'm not good at anything. I swear on my life, I'm good at reading. That is litterally all. So what am I supposed to do with that? Also, I'm quickly realizing that high school is going to most likely be the last time I ever see any of my friends. Like seriously. Ugh, why does life have to be hard?! Also, if I ask for someone's opinion on something, if they're too nice, or nice at all, I instantly think that their lying. But if they're too harsh, I still don't believe them! Okay, I guess I'm done. Bye.
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