My Little Prince

"wake up Lora" his voice sounds so good and comfy, that made nuzzle into my bed even more making me smile and sleep even deeper.
"wake up already !!" he was whisper-shouting in my ear.
I groaned in annoyance and opened my eyes slightly "What the hell Jay ?!".
I looked at the night stand clock beside my bed and it showed 4:00 AM.
"come with me Lora, let's get out of here ..." he pleaded.
"what about your girlfriend Jay ?" I asked ready to go back to sleep.
"look at me Lora, she's gone. I broke up with her".
"You can't just break up with her ! who do you think you are? "
"I'm a fucking prince and I do what I fucking want". he picked me up and headed towards my window. Wait what ?
"Jay, you're not going to ju...." and before I could finish, he just jumped out of the window.
Meet my little prince, this boy is the love of my life.
But guess what ? he doesn't know about that.
He's an arrogant idiot, who doesn't care about anything but himself.
apparently he cares about me...


5. Chapter 4

"Life's draining from my body, I'm dying without you beside me"


I was 16 years old when I started doing missions for my country.


I've learned to look danger in the eye and somehow win my battles. There were some situations that I didn't even know how I've made it out alive.

And the first thing that came to my mind after such a mission is Lora.


My home. The only person I can't stop thinking about. She lives in my mind all day long and then at night she sneaks into my dreams as well.


Someday, I will tell her everything I feel about her.

I didn't think it would take me much time. I just wanted to figure out why she's been ignoring me lately at school.


But it just got more complicated and she's started assuming stuff about me.


I knew exactly what were her thoughts about the way I've been acting lately.


But I didn't explain myself to her, I couldn't be honest with her and tell her who I am.


And then when I thought I was on my last mission, I was supposed to confess my feelings to her on her 18th birthday.


Unfortunately, I didn't finish the mission on time and I had to attend her birthday party with my fake girlfriend cause I couldn't risk it.


When I arrived at the party holding hands with another girl, I saw the look change in Lora's eyes as she looked at out laced hands.


I almost could hear her heart break literally. I felt so bad for what I made her feel towards me, yet again I couldn't explain anything to her.


I could see that Lora wasn't enjoying her party, I think her parents arranged this and forced it upon her like most of the time.


Eventually, I spotted her walking upstairs making sure no one payed attention to her.

Little did she know, I couldn't take my eyes off of her the whole night.


When she was out of sight, I followed her steps and walked to her room.


I stood there, in front of her closed bedroom door. I was about to knock on the door when I heard laughter from the opposite side of her room.


I followed the voices and I could hear her father's voice. He was talking to another man, promising him that in the morning he'll talk to Lora and convince her to give his son a chance as a boyfriend.


I went deaf for at least few minutes after hearing that. 


'She's not going to be with him' I kept telling myself repeating it over and over in my head. 


Their conversation went on and I found out that her father was trying to close a business deal that involved her getting married to the man that I can't stand breathing beside her.


Her father was trying to take advantage of her talent and use her private life as if it was his own company.


I've already known that he's been taking advantage of his own daughter by stealing her portraits and selling them.


And I made sure to by each and every piece of work he's tried to sell. But I've never thought he'd go this far.


At that moment I knew that I had to do something. I can't let him take advantage of her, and take her away from me.

I listened carefully to the whole conversation, memorizing every detail they've discussed.


Then I ran out of the house, contacted Harry and he got everything arranged for us within few hours.


When everything was ready, I sneaked into Lora's room through her window.


The window that she's always invited me in through. 


And since then Harry left the house that he was staying at out of the city.

He was having some time off of missions and I got him on this one without even asking him.


He could just ignore my requests and just deal with his own matters. 

He's got enough things to worry about, he didn't have to get involved in this.


I guess it's because I told him that I love Lora and that she's the one for me. Which is a big deal in our family.


I felt bad for keeping him away from his house.

For two years I kept him away in a small apartment watching over Lora for me and spending time with her, while he's supposed to be resting and getting himself all together.


He's been through tough times, and his health wasn't at its peek.

But I can see that since he's started spending time around Lora, he's been improving.


Sometimes, when he needed a day off or had to go deal with something.

I used to stay with Lora in her apartment.

Most of the times I used to act as if I'm drunk, so that I can hug and kiss her and then in the morning act like nothing happened.


Now I'm fleeing away from my emotions and thoughts, trying to distract myself by concentrating on the road.


Heading to Harry's house, the one that's located outside the city.


Another day is heading towards its end and Lora is still missing. 

If she was here with me, she would be so fascinated by the view I'm passing by.


The sun was going down and endless fields of sun flower were following her.

They looked as if they're getting sleepy bowing their crowns slightly.


As I was admiring the view and imagining Lora sitting on the bike behind me and imagining the look that would've been showing on her face, I stared feeling a little bit weird.


Something's wrong with my eye sight.

I started feeling sick to my stomach and I didn't feel good.


All of a sudden the world started spinning around me, my sight got foggy and unclear.


Unconsciously, I pulled over leaving my bike laying on the ground at the side of the street and walked away with unsteady steps wanting to hide.


I didn't want the world to see me collapsing.

I won't allow anyone to see me week ever.


With clumsy steps I entered the sun flower field, losing my balance at all landing on the ground.


I stayed in my pistons for few long minutes, waiting for it to happen.


Waiting for my sight to go blank and throw me to the void.


When nothing happened and I was still awake, I stayed on the ground, laid on my back starring at the blue sky above.


The sun flowers stood high around me, their faces looking down at me.


And then I saw her. Her beautiful face appeared out of nowhere smiling at me.


Suddenly, I couldn't see anything but her. Everything else disappeared. 


Starring deeply into her chocolate eyes, I could feel my lungs fill with fresh air. I'm breathing for the first time in few days.


Her face was getting more and more clear. She looked so vividly real as if she was standing in front of me for real right now.


'She can't be real' I thought to myself, trying to be logical.


I gave it a test and extended my hand trying to touch her. And I did.


I touched her hair at first and she leaned into my touch. I can't even describe the happiness that I felt at that moment.


I couldn't fight my feelings anymore, I let them show on my face and she saw it.


I smiled back at her pulling her in for a hug.

At this point, I was not sure if I'm dead or still alive. If I'm in heaven or hell. And I didn't care as long as I'm holding the love of my life between my arms, so close to my heart.


I held her so tight not wanting t let go of her ever.


After a very long moment, I pulled away slightly so that I can look at her and admire her features while our bodied were still touching.


She looked tired, it's a thing that I've never seen on her face. And the look in her eyes wasn't the happy one that I'm used to.


Something felt off about her. As if her soul has left her body, but it's still hanging in there for some reason.


I held her face with both my hands squeezing it slightly and kissed her on her forehead.


"I missed you so much baby" I confessed.


She didn't say anything in response, instead she freed herself from my embrace.


She had to fiddle a little bit with my hands cause I didn't want to let go of her.


But if she didn't want me to touch her, I would respect that totally.


So I stood there helpless, as she started taking few steps back without breaking eye contact with me for a mere second, not saying a word or even blink for once. 


Just like that I found myself starring into the dark night sky that was lit up with endless amount of stars. 


"Oh stars above, lead my way to her" I prayed deeply from the bottom of my heart that I didn't realize tears were streaming down my face.

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