Analyzing you

Jennah Sibley is a woman in her 20's and she goes to see a psychiatrist, Tom Hiddleston. He's not the way he seemes but she's not honest either.


2. Chapter 2

“So Jennah, tell me why you’re here”
I get out of my thoughts and reply. But it wasn’t the way I wanted it to.
“I have this thing. I don’t know what to call it. Let’s say, I always want someone I can’t have” I look down on my hands and then look up at him
I was here for my depression and now when he was in front of me, my mind went blank. Oh, why did he have to look like that? He looked at me but he had no idea what I actually felt.
“Has this been for a long time or is this something that has happened recently?”
I hadn’t planned this at all so I made up as I went along.
“Well, I guess it’s been like that since I was a teenager”
“How was your childhood? Was it happy?” He looks at me and then writes something on his notepad while waiting for my reply
“It’s was good. My parents were together at the time” I keep looking at him “I had a good relationship with my brothers too”
He looks up at me again. I bite my lower lip and try to flirt with him but he didn’t seem to notice.
“When did your parents divorce?”
“When I was 17”
“OK. That might have made some effect. How did you take it?”
“Fairly good. I understood their reason” I was getting good at this making up thing but I hated lying
He writes something in his notepad again. I opened my blouse a little. It had suddenly got very hot in the room. He looks up from his writing. He paid no attention to what I was trying to do.
“What kind of social circle do you have? Any problems there?”
“No, I’ve always had a lot of friends. Actually, I have a store with my friend. We were friends since preschool”
“That’s nice” He smiles

I could just have fainted. This man was perfect. I had to control myself so I wouldn’t do something I’d regret later. His secretary had gone home for the day so the temptation was too great. But he showed no interest in me but since I was his client, he couldn’t either. It was probably forbidden to have a relationship with a patient.
“So how about other relationships? You know, dating?”
“That’s kind of personal”
He looks at me confused.
“Isn’t that why you are here?”
He almost got me there.
“Yes but that isn’t the problem. It’s the liking back thing. I like men that are taken or who doesn’t like me back”
“I see” He writes on his notepad and looks up again “Could you give me an example where the problem occurs?”
It is kind of a strange question but he asked for it. I lean my left elbow against my knee I have bent over my other.
“Well, there’s this man that I really like but I don’t know anything about him. I don’t know if he’s single or married. But he’s so sexy I can’t take it. I think about him all the time” I try to give him a hint with my eyes that I’m talking about him but he doesn’t take the bate

He just writes something on his notepad. Maybe it didn’t affect him one bit or he was turned on. I wouldn’t know since I couldn’t see under the desk. For real I knew how to turn on a man but now I had to pretend I was a total novice.
“Is it someone you work for?”
“No, it’s a total stranger”
“So why don’t you ask about his marital status? What stops you?”
“I don’t know. Maybe rejection” I lean back in my chair
“If you don’t ask, you’ll never know the answer. Sometimes you have to take a risk even you get nothing in return”
I would take the risk. I knew it would be a no but at least I tried. I lean back on my knee with my right elbow.
“So are you?” I smile and he looks at me puzzled
He puts the notepad and the pencil on the desk. He sits up straight.
“Say what?”
“Are you single or married?”
“Are you practising on me? Shouldn’t you tell the guy you like?”
“I am asking”
“I’m sorry Miss Sidney but we’re not allowed to date our patients” He says and looks at the time on his wrist watch
“So it’s Miss now” I smile
“Besides, our time is up. I think you should see another psychiatrist because I can’t help you. I’m sorry about that” He stands up from his chair

Disappointed I take my purse from the floor. He gets to the door and opens it wide. I get there but before he can react, I give him a passionate kiss. He’s so tall I have to stand on my toes. I keep my right hand on his chest and then let go. I look in his eyes and smile before leaving. I don’t look back. I wasn’t his patient anymore so he was free to change his mind.

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