Being Different

He saw a door that he's never noticed before and heard crying on the other side of it. That's when everything changed.


1. Prologue

Roman's POV

Another video done and over with. We helped Thomas with another one of his videos with no help from Anxiety. Like I say quite often I cannot stand that guy. Whenever Thomas is starting to pursue his dreams, Anxiety is always there to question it. It annoys me over and over again. I just wish Anxiety would stay quiet for once. Is that too much to ask? The only person that even says hi to Anxiety is Patton and even he doesn't like Anxiety sometimes, Patton may not show it as much as Logan and I, but I can tell. I sank down and went into my room in Thomas's mind.

Logan's POV

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother. Of course Thomas needs his knowledge, but Anxiety counters everything. If he's not countering it he says what everyone says but makes it more...dark. He's disrupting Thomas constantly. Not to mention he hardly ever helps with the videos. Nobody even likes him and I'm getting tired of him complaining and doubting everything Thomas does. It's getting old. I'm seriously considering giving him a lecture about disrupting Thomas's intellect. I sank down and went to my room to catch up on some reading.

Patton's POV

Anxiety's not that bad if you got to know him, the only problem is he's always alone so it's hard to get to know him. I do care about him, but sometimes he does annoy me. He says really hurtful words to the others and myself without saying sorry about it. It's like he doesn't care about anyone but him. The others are annoyed at him as well and much as I would like to be cheery and care-free about what Anxiety says or does I can't always be. He's like a kid who lacks discipline. I would hate to give him some, but he's at a point where he's starting to need it. Maybe I'll give him a good talking to about his attitude towards basically everything. I sank down and went into the mindscape kitchen. I really need to eat a few cookies right now.

Anxiety's POV

Another video done and over with. Everyone was annoyed with me even Thomas, that was obvious. But it's my job, it's not like I have any other choice. It's also obvious that everyone hates me. Patton is the only one that says hi to me at all and even then I annoy him as well. But I'm Anxiety, my job is my name. I am literally Thomas's anxiety, what else am I supposed to do? It's not my fault I was created the way I was. They just don't understand what it's like to be anxiety. They won't ever understand anyway so what's the point of complaining. It never got anyone anywhere. I sank down into the mindscape and walked into my room. I like my room, it is all dark or else dark colors. No one has been in my room and I doubt anyone knows where it even is, but that means I can't be bothered by anyone. Just the way I like it. The only way I ever leave my room is when Thomas summons me or if I have to. Besides my room is where I handle all of my anxiety. I can't be strong all the time. Especially when the voices in your head tell you otherwise.


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