Close As Strangers|| Ashton Irwin

Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we're as close as strangers



6. her

"Ashton, please. Don't do this..." I whimpered.

Ashton's eyes grew from green to fully black. "And why should I spare you?" His hand formed into a fist, a gun in his other hand.

I felt something trickle down my forehead, and I wiped it off. Blood.

"Be-because you love me. I know you do. Somewhere deep inside you love me." I sobbed.

He cocked the gun, and put it at my temple. "Oh, I love you? If I loved you, we wouldn't be in this situation... Now would we?"

"Ash... Please..." My voice cracked, and all that came out was a whisper.

He laughed, and evil laugh. And all I heard was a gunshot. But he hasn't killed me, he killed himself. His limp body laid on the ground, and blood poured out of the hole from his head.

I woke up, and immediately ran to the bathroom. I threw up whatever was in my stomach. Just the thought of Ashton being dead killed me. Or it might've just been the alcohol still in me. Either way, I felt like crap. I stood up, and flushed the toilet. I grabbed my toothbrush, and brushed out the taste of alcohol that lingered in my mouth.

I went back into my bedroom, and checked my phone. 6:15 am. Might as well not even try to sleep, because it would be no use. I grabbed my headphones from my purse, and hit shuffle on my music. Beside You started playing.

"So close but so far away..." I sighed, skipping the song. I couldn't take it.

Remembering Sunday by All Time Low started playing, and I kept it on that. Songs kept playing as I laid in bed. Before I knew it, my alarm was going off, meaning that it was 9.

After I turned that off, I got a YouTube notification. 5 Seconds of Summer just posted a video- Wrapped Around Your Finger

I hesitantly unlocked my phone, and the video started playing.

"Hey guys... We have a song we want to show you.. Tell us what you think..." Michael said.

They played the song, and tears were slowly falling from my eyes.

This song is about me.

Throughout the whole video, Ashton looked heartbroken, yet he didn't. I bet he already has another girl... Someone ten times prettier than me, ten times better than all of me...

The was a knock at my door, and Jade walked in. "Hey... How ya feeling?" She asked.

"Eh... I'm feeling okay, I guess. I'm sobered up, and surprisingly I don't have a hangover. But... 5sos has a new song... Called wrapped around your finger... And it's about me..." I sighed, staring at the video that was still pulled up on my phone.

"Yeah... Calum told me last night while we were facetiming... Are you okay?"

I shook my head. "I fucked up. Somehow, I did. I just know it."

Jade then shook her head. "It's not you.. It's him... Well, we're going out shopping... Want to come with?"

I nodded, and she left me to get  ready.


We went into Hot Topic, and a few girls walked up to us.

"Can we get a picture?"  One asked Rylie. She nodded.

"Here, I'll take it.." I offered.

"No.. We want you in it too! You're a 5sos girl now. We love all of you. Even if you're with my favorite. You make them happy, which makes us happy." She replied.

That made me feel warm inside. No one has ever said anything like that to me... But it felt nice. It made me feel like I was wanted. It made me feel better about myself. Right now, I don't even think that Ashton could make me feel this good...

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