Carla has been in an orphanage and she wants to get adopted already. When one direction came to adopt kids she was never prepared for what was going to happen.
Carla still lives a rough road but fights her way through it. Does she become the person she wants to be.
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25. What is going on!?

Zayn's POV

I heard someone gasping for air, I turned to my side and it was Carla. I shot up and pressed the red button. I gave her the mask but she was still gasping for air. The doctors and nurses came running through. I got out of their way.

"What happened?" A doctor asked.

"I don't know we were sleeping and then she was gasping for air!" I panicked.

"Okay she's needing surgery." The doctor said. They rushed her out the room and I grabbed my phone.

"Harry!" I said.

"Hey what's up?" He asked.

"Carla she's back in surgery. We don't know what happened." I said.

"WHAT! I'm on my way right now!" He yelled. I heard shuffling and the other doors opening. They all asked what's wrong.

"Carla's back in surgery." He said.

"I'll see you here bye Harry." I cut off and walked away.

I waited outside the operating room. I waited and then it went off. The red light went off. I stood up and the doctor came out.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Something was blocking her airway. So we operated it and removed it. We're lucky that she calmed down. Otherwise she would've died." He smiled.

I sighed in relief and went in the room. I saw Carla and she was resting peacefully.

"Hey Carla. How are you?" I asked.

"I'm fine." She whispered.

"You tired?" I asked.

"Yeah. I just want to cuddle with someone and sleep." She whispered again.

"You'll be transferred into the ICU. I'll bring you the big teddy bear we both have and you can cuddle that. I'll stay with you though." I smiled at her.

"Don't go Zayn." She said her eyes closing and opening slowly.

"I won't. I'll call someone and they'll bring it." I smiled at her.

I called Harry and he said to call Niall to bring it and I did. Niall said he'll bring it. Harry came in and spoke to Carla then the rest did. I couldn't leave because Carla held my hand.

"Hi there. If anyone wants to grab a drink you can go through there. But as you guys are a popular group I think it's best if you send another person." The nurse smiled.

We all nodded and she left. They were transferring Carla and she still didn't want me to leave. I went with her all the way. Carla's snuggled with her teddy, still holding my hand and fell asleep. I closed my eyes and fell asleep as well.

********1 month later********

Carla's POV

My leg was better so was my arm. I had to keep on the black cast on my leg again and I was on my way home and my phone rang.

"Hi." I said.

"Carla how are you?"

"Wait who are you?" I asked.

"I'm Joshua." He said.

"I don't want to talk to you just get it through your skull." I groaned.

"I'm sorry but I got worried about you." He said. I felt bad so I decided to be kind.

"I'm fine. I'm on my way home right now. Just look don't call me no more I will go mad!" I said

"Okay. Just wanted to know if we could still be friends?" He asked.

"Of course, but for now just wait. Bye." I said then cut off. I sighed and walked into the house. I walked to my bedroom and changed into my night clothes. I went back down and grabbed a bottle of water I went back upstairs and lay down. I closed my eyes thinking about everything and finally fell asleep.

Harry's POV

"I don't know what to do know." I sighed.

"Harry just give her time." Louis patted my back.

"Okay just leave her for tonight then tomorrow we need to cheer her up." I said getting up.

"Yeah I agree. We'll take out or something." Liam said.

"Let's call it a night." I smiled. We all went to bed and I fell asleep.

*****In the morning*****

"Harry. Wake up." I heard someone.

"Ten more minutes mum." I turned to my side.

"Harry get up!" They sounded stern. I turned and it was Niall.

"What?" I asked.

"She's crying and she's locked all her doors." He said.

"Carla?" I asked as he nodded. I shot up and ran to her room.

"GO AWAY!" She cried.

"Carla open the door now." I said.

"No. Just-just leave me." She said.

"Niall go and get me the spare key for her room." I whispered in his ear. He nodded and went to get the keys.

"Carla open the door please?" I asked.

"I don't want to." She said.

Niall got the keys so I decided to distract her while he opened the doors.

"Carla. Listen it's good to let it out but you need to talk to someone. Would you like me to even call someone for you?" I asked. Niall got the key in but stopped and waited for more talking.

"I want Eleanor." She cried. "I want Eleanor and I want her now!" She said. She stomped around the room and Niall finally opened it. Me and Niall rushed in and The girls were in a corner except for Hanna. She was trying to calm her down and she tried to get her to sit still.

"CARLA!" She yelled. I jumped back as well as Carla stopped. "Stop it. You're only hurting yourself. Stop it." She whispered hugging her.

"I want Eleanor!" She cried.

"She's on her way." Hanna smiled.

"I want El." Carla cried falling onto the bed. "She's like a mum to me." Hanna lay Carla down and held her head. She stroked Carla's head while she calmed down. Hanna looked up and saw me and signalled for me to stay quiet.

"Carla baby. Where are you?" I heard Eleanor. Carla shot up and ran as fast as she possibly could with her damaged leg to El.

Carla's POV

"El everything is falling apart. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want the pain to go away." I cried into El's shoulder.

"Baby it'll be okay. Don't worry about anything okay come with me." El said quietly. We walked back to my room and sat there.

"Tell me what's wrong." She smiled weakly.

"Zayn's gone forever. I get so much hate from people I don't even know why. I miss Zayn. I want a proper family. I want everything to be fine but that'll never happen." I said. "I HATE THE WORLD. I HATE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING I JUST WANT TO DIE!" I screamed.

"No you don't. Listen to me you just need to take your mind off everything. Let's watch movies and sleep and that yeah?" El asked. I nodded and we started watching movies and anything really. El fell asleep around ten. The boys we're asleep by 12 and I was wide awake. I lay El down as she was 8 months pregnant. I walked all the way downstairs quietly and then to the basement. I saw the alcohol and bought 3 large bottles out. I went to the kitchen and got me a cup.

I sat down and started drinking all three bottles. I turned on the TV and any device really. My vision got blurry and I probably made a big mistake.


"I WANT YOU TO ROCK ME! ROCK ME! ROCK ME! YEAH!" I yelled spinning around the whole house in circles. I stopped when I saw blurry figures.

"Oh it's a ghost. Hello Mr ghost. Let me tell you something about myself. I am gonna be a player now. A heartless cow. I hate love forever. Dad isn't my real dad as well. My original parents had but didn't like me so they got rid off me. My dad is famous and I love him but I don't want to. Because what if he hurts me by leaving me like Zayn did. Now your turn ghost." I slurred.

"One I'm your dad. Two you're still young to be drinking!" Dad yelled.

"I thought you were a ghost." I laughed crazily. "I'm 1, 2, 3, I'm 18 okay. I can drink!" I said. "I feel very sick now ghost. I'm going to throw up." I ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. Someone fame and patted my back. I could see better than before and looked back. Shit it's dad. I'm dead.

"I'm grounded aren't I?" I asked.

"Yes you are." He said.

"That's not fair." I yelled.

"Life isn't fair. But what can we do!" He said.

"Maybe we can just end our pain and leave the whole wide world." I said.

"Carla what are you on about?" Dad asked.

"Don't act like you cared. I know that nobody here cares." I snapped running upstairs. Everyone was at their doors listening. I scoffed and walked off to get my Jacket and some random shoes. I took off the black cast and ran to my new car. I started it up and drove around. I parked my car on the side and fell asleep after turning off the whole car and locking it.

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