Head over Heels (18+) COMPLETED - JB

Adrian moves to California to start her new adventure with her dad, whose a lawyer that is transferring to a new firm. She meets the famous celebrity Justin Bieber she absolute despises. They make a bet with each other which pulls them closer together, Justin exposes his love to her as she keeps it a secret.


35. Sweet Caroline.

It seemed like everything was going downhill for Adrian and I. It wasn't how it used to be...laughing and having lots of sex just like in high school. Now that she's finished with college and I'm done with touring I don't know what else to do. I'm marrying the girl of my dreams, but that doesn't seem much. When I left, I grabbed some breakfast for Adrian and I and took it back to the house.

"Hey," I said, sitting beside her on the couch.

"Hi," She says, then being silent.

"I got breakfast for us. Sorry, I didn't cook or anything I just-- I went to talk to someone this morning. I decided to see a shrink. I did it for you."

"I want you to do it for you not me Justin. I'm scared for you..seeing your mom lying on the floor like that; I knew you should've gone to talk to someone months ago. I helped you with a crime Justin."

"I know. I shouldn't have put you in that situation. I'm sorry, and I know a sorry isn't going to bring her back. She just drove me insane. I didn't want anything happening to you or Adriana. I loved her to death Adrian; I fucking loved her. I was so ready to bring her into this world and call her my daughter, but someone had to fuck that up for us, and it gets me even more upset just thinking about it."

"Then don't think about it. She's gone"

"I know. It just hurts..a lot. I put your life at risk dating Tori and having a horrible mother come into your life like that. I can't rewind everything, but I wish I could. I wish I could wake up from this nightmare I'm living in and start over but I can't. I killed my mom. I didn't mean for it to end like that she was just- she brought the memories back, and I hate that she showed up at the hospital. I wish she never met you and never came near me. I love you, Adrian; I will do just about anything to keep you safe. Please talk to me" I said scooting closer to her. She takes a deep breath moving her eyes on me.

"Justin I think the only person you should protect me from is yourself. It's not about me and you or anyone else..it's about you. Only you Justin. I can't stop thinking about last night, I want to forget it all but I can't. Yes, your mother was a cruel bitch that never listens, but you didn't have to do that. It's all because of this anger you're putting on yourself that drives you to be angry."

"I don't want to lose you again," I said.

"I don't either. Everything was getting good."

"It still can be that way. If I come clean, I'm going to jail. I don't know what to do Adrian."

"I helped you last night. I would be going to jail too."

"I'm sorry I put you in this situation. I can't sleep, can't eat. Every time I close my eyes I can see her. I'm so tired."

"Yeah, you look tired. Be right back" She says getting up going into the kitchen. She came back giving me a glass of water sitting back beside me eating breakfast. I took a sip of water, after a few minutes I started to get sleepy dozing off on the couch. 
I quickly woke up. My body was utterly sweaty, and my heart was racing. I threw the blanket off of me walking downstairs. I checked my phone searching for the time, 6 in the afternoon. I heard a commotion coming from the backyard; I saw Adrian, Ryan, and Christian talking cooking BBQ. Her eyes laid on mines, she smiled telling me to come outside. I slid the door open walking out towards them.

"Hey. How are you feeling" She asks hugging me?

"You gave me a sleeping pill Adrian."

"I know. You were tired, and if I told you I gave it to you, you wouldn't have taken it. I know you. Just wanted to look out for you Justin. You've been under a lot of pressure. You deserve some rest. Look I know what happened last night wasn't what was planned, I can't forget about it and neither can you but..can we move forward with this. Let's be happy together that's all I want. I don't want to be the couple that argues and be upset and depressed over little things. It's in the past, I don't want to sound fucked up or anything, but I just want to forget so we can go back to our old lives. Y'know the fun us. Having amazing sex, y'know things like that" She asks I nodded taking a deep breath. I did want to forget about it, and I did have to control my anger. I put a smile on my face for her not a fake one either. I joined them. We talked and laughed about eating ribs and hamburgers drinking beer.

"How are you man, we haven't heard from you in forever," Christian says.

"Just been through some things..Adrian and me."

"Everything is okay, right? With you two."

"Yeah definitely it's just..she can't get pregnant, and it's been putting a lot of pressure on us because we want a family. Including me but losing Adriana did something to me. I started to get angry."

"Don't do that to yourself. It wasn't your fault you told Adrian to keep her distance from Tori when you were publicity dating her. You can't blame anyone but her; she did that"

"I know. But I told her long as she was inside her I'm not going to walk away. Now that it's been a few years of her death I don't know. I was happy about her"

"It's not too late Justin. Maybe you can't have a baby, but adoption is always available. I know you don't want to adopt but don't rush this..you're getting married soon, and that's all you have to worry about. You and Adrian. I like her; she keeps you happy I know that, but you're the one that's tearing yourself apart. Just cut yourself some slack. It's not the end of the world."

"You're right. Thanks" I said.

"You can't change things, no matter how unfair they are. Give it time; I'm sure you guys will end up with good news to have a family."

"Me too. I'm working on getting better" I said.

"Good. We're gonna get going it's nice talking to you keep in touch" He says hugging me. I hugged back doing the same to Ryan. Once they left I went into the kitchen to help Adrian with the dishes, she smiles at me and kisses my cheek.

"Thanks for bringing them over."

"No problem. Thought you needed some guys to talk to y'know. Sorry, I slipped a sleeping pill in your water, but I just couldn't think about you not sleeping, we both went through some shit and got through it, and we're okay. So I was wondering if you considered doing your tour it's been a couple of years and I thought about it. You were depressed because I wasn't with you, now that I am maybe you should reconsider that"

"I don't know. Maybe"

"Justin you need to do things with your career instead of being y'know angry at the world for not giving you what you want."

"I know. I'll think about it okay, need help with the dishes."

"No I'm fine," She says, the doorbell rang I walked off answering it.

"You're Justin right," A guy asks with brown hair and caramel eyes looking exactly like me. I know I didn't just see things, he walked in looking around. I closed the door and chuckled to myself.

"Yeah, I'm Justin. Who are you."

"Jason...Jason McCain. Mom never told me I had a long-lost brother; she was a bit of a bitch. Damn, I can't believe I had to find you this way."

"She never told me about you, guess she wanted to keep it a secret," I said.

"Yeah. Nice place I see this singing career is doing well for you. How is that exactly."

"It's fine."

"That's funny because a couple of years ago you just came out with an album and you canceled your tour. I'm sure it's not doing pretty great. What would I know right? I'm just an ordinary person. Your brother at that. So where is she? Mom?"

"I don't know. Haven't seen her" I said.

"She told me you gave her money for her to stay away from what's her name? Adrian? She sounds hot. Listen to whatever happened it's okay I'm a cool brother. I'm not going to run off and tell. You may have a bad temper but trust me, I'm way worse that's why mom hates the both of us. She was a complete bitch."

"Tell me about it; she made my life a living hell. She told my ex to push Adrian down the stairs so that she could kill my daughter."

"Sounds just like her too. She's dead, isn't she? Mom?"

"Yeah. I got upset when she told me what she made Tori do so I choked her. I have bad anger problems okay."

"Not judging. She was a shitty person, definitely didn't win any mother of the year award. She put us both through hell, stop stressing yourself out."

"Who's at the door," Adrian asks walking into the living room looking at Jason and me, she chuckles a little not believing her eyes.

"You're Adrian right," He asks holding out his hand, she smiles and shakes it.

"Yeah. And you're Jason. Justin's long lost brother. Patricia told me about you a couple of years back I thought she was lying"

"Yeah that's something she likes to do..it's nice to meet you, you're prettier in person," He says kissing her hand. "Justin's a fortunate guy" He added, I rolled my eyes pulling him by his shirt walking outside.

"Don't touch her okay that's my fiancé."

"Chill I wouldn't do that to you. Plus we just met, and she's technically my sister now. Look we have our differences you're the singer, and I'm just a troublemaker. I've been to prison before you have too but not much as me. I'll take the blame for you and Adrian. That's what brothers do. They do shit for each other"

"Why? Why would you want to help me? How much do you want" I asked?

"Nothing. There's no catch; I'm a bad person I've been in and out the system for a while now. I'm actually on the wanted list anyways, been on the run for a couple of months. Long as you put money on my books. You have a reputation I don't, think about it, catch you later" He says leaving. It's kind of weird to meet a long lost brother that I never knew about. Jason looks exactly like me, we don't have the same personalities, but it's weird. I walked back into the house looking for Adrian.

"Adrian!" I yelled out because I didn't want to wander around this big house.

"That was Jason"

"I know. Why didn't you tell me I had a brother."

"I thought she was lying okay. You never told me about a brother except for your baby brother. She told me when you were in the hospital; it slipped my mind. Don't get mad at me jeez."

"I'm not it's just weird for us to meet each other like this. He wants to take the wrap for me. For what I did. He's on the wanted list, and he told me to think about it" I said.

"Okay, aren't you happy about that."

"No. I'm not. I'm living with guilt; I did this! And I can't picture Jason going to prison for a crime he didn't commit."

"You're not going back there. I mean that I'm not trying to sound cold or bitchy, but you're not. We are finally on the right track I know you shouldn't have done it and I know it was an accident, but we need to move on Justin. I know you're scared for what will happen next. I am too for god sake. Don't do this, just get the help you need and let's be happy again. That's all I want."

"Okay. Again thanks for inviting them over, maybe I needed a guy to talk to" I said.

"You can talk to my dad; he's always available. Have you talked to yours lately."

"No. Not since I became famous. Do you think we should move the wedding up I know we didn't talk about the date yet...I just don't want to wait any longer."

"Okay. But you have to keep seeing the shrink that's all I want you to do."

"Okay. I can do that" I said. Lately, I"ve seen the shrink; it's been helping a little. But at the same time in the back of my head, I still can't forget what I've done..killing my own mother because she told Tori to push Adrian down the stairs just because she didn't want to see me happy or raise a baby. It's crazy..all of it is. Yesterday, Caroline came knocking on my door, after years of not seeing her she had a little girl with her and surprisingly, she told me I was the father. I wanted to cry because everything was going so well and she's now deciding to tell me this when I'm about to get married in a couple of hours. I couldn't face Adrian and tell her that in front of a lot of people or say 'I do' when I have a daughter.


I have to say I had a bad feeling about my career. I wanted it to end once and for all, giving up everything I've worked for just for a girl doesn't sound quite right, but this isn't just for a girl, it's for me too. I've been depressed for some time now, and I have to get my head straight and take a break from all this, and whatever I'm trying to run from, so I called Scooter to meet me at the label for a  private meeting. Hopefully, it all goes well. 


"Hey, my favorite artist, what's up man what can I help you with," He says giving me a manly hug pulling away. 


"Um, Scooter, I called you about this meeting because, this is gonna be hard for me to say-, But, I think I'm done with music...maybe for good too. I've been thinking a lot, and everything's been such a blur. I have to go away for a while."


"Go away? W-what do you mean go away? Justin, you have a tour to do, you know that right? This isn't some fast-food restaurant that you can just up and quit. This is a business; you signed a contract. You're finishing the tour whether you like it or not"


"No! No, I'm not. You can't make me. No one can make me go on tour; I'm done with this. You don't know what goes through my head every day. I don't want to sit in some psychiatrists office and vent about my problems anymore because honestly, no one gives a shit. No one cares about what a person goes through that's just the truth, and that's reality. Maybe Adrian cares I don't know. But you cannot make me go on tour."


"But my legal team can. Me and even the company, we own you. We own your sound, your voice, what you do, what you say, all of that. You knew about this when you signed that contract."


"I was a little boy that loved music. I thought it would always be about the music, but it's not! It's more than that. There's always more; I had to sign contracts that put me in forceful relation with someone that killed my daughter, my daughter! My dead child that you've never called or even asked me about. Asked me about how was I doing, was I getting through it, you weren't there until I did something so stupid and regretful. I went insane that day, it plays in my head over and over and I just- I just can't stop thinking about it. People thought I was crazy, and they still think I'm crazy because I'm still mourning.  I've never experienced something so horrific in my life, god. I was so- so fucking happy and excited about her. I failed her, I fucking..failed her, and it doesn't feel so good knowing that I should've been there with Adrian instead of having one fucking drink with my friends. It changed my life when I heard that the doctors had to take her out because she didn't make it. You don't know how much pain I've been in since she fell down those stairs. Adrian was thinking about getting an abortion with her; I didn't want her to do it because abortions are stupid. I wish shit like that didn't exist, but it does. Can I ask you something? Have you ever been in love with someone you've known for quite some time and afraid that they could either not love you back or love someone else? Have you ever cried knowing how much you've loved that person and you would do just about anything to have them? I have. It hurts, it hurts Scooter loving someone so much hurts. So yeah, I am in love, deeply in love with the mother of my dead child."


"Justin, I'm sorry about Adriana" He started to say, I chuckled sarcastically rolling my eyes. "We had a deal; you go back to school and graduate then we get back to business. I didn't tell you to go to school, fall in love and get some girl pregnant." 


"She's not just some girl! I may have said that about Tiffany but Adrian, she's my fiance, she's my wife. She's different; she's unique, she's everything Tiffany or any girl isn't. Getting over her is hard. Wow! So much for caring about your artists, you're all about the music and money. You're all for yourself, and you're a selfish piece of shit." I said. 


"I may be selfish, but I am sorry about everything. You're not the only person that's going through something. Miscarriages happen all the time; I understand it's your first time experiencing it. Adriana is gone there's nothing you or anyone can do to bring her back. She's dead; it's time to let go and get your shit together! Stop moping around feeling sorry for yourself. I know you loved her, I shouldn't have made you signed that contract with Tori. I didn't know she was capable of that. Her career is in the toilet right now, and I don't want the same happening to you. The drinking, the drugs, it has to stop. You have to start thinking about what your daughter would've wanted for you. She wouldn't want you to be out here doing crazy shit. The best way to forget about is it handling your shit, staying busy. Adrian lost her too. Adrian doesn't love you, and that's the truth" He says. I chuckled. 


"Fuck you. Fuck you, and fuck this shitty ass label. You don't know a god damn thing about Adrian. I suggest you keep her name out of your mouth before things get pretty ugly." 


"Are you threatening me? Wow, all of this for a piece of pussy. Her womanhood got your brain all fried up, and you're not thinking straight. Think Justin! I know about Caroline, and once Adrian finds out, she's going to leave you. You probably won't see her again, she's going to move on, and it'll kill you to see her with someone besides you. You got it bad for this girl, you're sprung, and it breaks my heart to notice that."


"No, it breaks my heart to finally notice that you're a self-centered asshole who doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself. We're all just a paycheck to you, is that what you get paid for? Because I'm pretty sure without me, you would've been a useless manager. I figured out that if you didn't search me up on YouTube, you would've been done being a manager."


"I suggest you watch your mouth and save your voice. You still have a year of touring to do. Now get the fuck out of here" He says bitterly. I knew things were going to be intense and make an unexpected turn. I also knew it was going to turn out ugly, but it seems like I'm stuck and I can't get out. What scares me the most is losing Adrian again. 


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