Head over Heels (18+)

Adrian moves to California to start her new adventure with her dad, whose a lawyer that is transferring to a new firm. She meets the famous celebrity Justin Bieber she absolute despises. They make a bet with each other which pulls them closer together, Justin exposes his love to her as she keeps it a secret.


31. Promise.

I could tell he was angry at me. I could just read it upon his face. He walks out of the room slamming the door behind him. I wanted to go after him and explain everything, but I didn't want to, the doctor came back in sitting at her desk going through some papers. I felt terrible about lying so I had to come clean.

"About the abortion..I-I lied. I did have an abortion. My ex-boyfriend raped me, and I was in an abusive relationship I didn't want it. My boyfriend doesn't know anything about it, it happened four years ago, and I'm really feeling bad about it."

"Oh, Adrian I'm sorry about that it's good you're telling the truth so I can actually know what's going on. Um..abortions doesn't interfere with the fertility unless if you've had repeated abortions then yes it would make a huge impact on why you can't get pregnant. If this was recent, then having a baby can be very dangerous. I want to help you, Adrian, I do, and since it was your first abortion and it happened a long time ago you have nothing to worry about. You'll be fine, are you sure you're ready for this? This isn't just for him right."

"No, this is for the both of us. We've been trying for three weeks now. Do you think I shouldn't be pregnant" I asked.

"I think you should take some time and think about if you're actually ready to be a mom. Its normal to think about a baby and want one after an abortion. I support your decision and the reason why you did it but um...there's different emotions to feel after having an abortion. Did you feel any different"

"No..I mean I was crying a lot during and after it happened. I just didn't want anyone judging me; you know how society is these days wanting to make decisions for you. I think abortion is something you're not supposed to talk about to anyone that's against it. I think it should be kept between yourself and your doctor, I think it's no one's business, and people have a right to do whatever they want with their body. We're not put on this miserable planet to live someone else's life. That's why I kept quiet about it for so long; it's so relieving not to have everyone down your throat making you the bad guy. I felt good keeping it a secret. No one should feel like they're stuck with someone because of someone so cruel did something to them" I said with a sarcastic chuckle.

"You're right. I agree with you, if you felt like you did the right thing, then I can't do anything but agree with you. Now if you're really considering a baby think about it and come to talk to me. Here's my card..please don't hesitate to call me Adrian and I suggest not telling Justin about the abortion it could hurt him" She says handing me her business card. I put a forceful smile on my face knowing he already knew about it. I left the room seeing Justin walking out of the clinic. I quickly went after him grabbing him by his arm.

"Justin. Let me explain" I said.

"Don't fucking touch me?" He says yanking his arm from my grip walking towards the car. "Unlock the door," He says. 

"Not until you talk to me." 

"Talk about what? That you got a fucking abortion and didn't even fucking tell me. How could you do this to me, Adrian? How could you do this to us." 

"We were not together at the time!" I yelled back. 

"Who's was it, you better not lie to me I swear to god Adrian--"

"It was Jason's. God, I was hoping you wouldn't figure it out. I don't want you judging me." 

"Well it's too late for that isn't it, you killed a human being while I'm here working my ass off trying to get you pregnant and the problem was you having an abortion that may cost us not to have a family at all Adrian! Did you think any of this through!" 

"No! This was a long time ago." 

"How long," He asks.

"After prom night. He was drunk; I didn't want to have sex with him. He pinned me down on the bed and started to take my panties off...I didn't want that Justin, and I can't take you judging me because of something so personal that I've done. I've kept it a secret for all these years; I couldn't tell you" I said. 

"Well thanks to you, there's no need to go to a doctor for this. Now open the door." 

"Justin I'm sorry," I said. He moved back before I could touch him again, he walks away from the car calling an Über. I ran my fingers through my hair starting to bust out in tears. I didn't want to go back into the doctor's office and come clean about me getting an abortion. Forget it; I thought to myself getting into the car. I drove to Justin's place getting out going inside. I sat my bag on the table going upstairs. 

"Justin talk to me..please" I begged. 

"Why should I talk to a baby killer." 

"Justin stop it! It was my decision I hate when you try to decide on every aspect of my life. I have to make decisions on my own, and I couldn't have his baby and be with you. I wanted a family by you Justin" I said.

"Yeah, and you see where that got us. Right here..to not having a baby at all, I can't fucking believe you. You are so selfish; I hope you're proud of yourself." 

"I am not proud of myself. Did you really want to raise Jason's baby? Him calling you daddy or Jason daddy knowing you're not the father. I don't think you would even look at me the same way if that happened. I've been through a lot lately Justin, and I'm sorry that I can't have your babies, you don't know how bad I've wanted one myself. So don't you dare justify me as that. I've done things that I regret doing..and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner but I couldn't because you would be giving me that same look you're giving me right now. I didn't know it was going to cause problems." 

"We can always adopt."

"I don't want to." 

"We have no other choice, Adrian. Ellen was right; if I can't make you a baby, then we have no choice but to adopt one. Look we don't have to rush this okay, we can wait a month from now..a year even. I just want to make sure that you're really serious about this. I want you to be able to start your career before thinking about a family. Think about it...we don't have to look for a babysitter we can go out if we wanted to, don't rush this."

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I didn't mean for it to happen, yes I'm a girl that enjoys sex, but he abused me in many ways...and I didn't dare to tell you because I knew you were going to call me a baby killer. It's my body! It's my decision, and it's no one else's fucking business what I do with myself. I kept it to myself so that you or anyone else wouldn't be judging me. I had no choice; I was not going to have his baby to fuck up my career and my life. Including you. You wouldn't even look at me if I had his baby." 

"I would've taken care of you two." 

"No..you wouldn't. The fact that his child is living in the same roof as you would eat you alive and you playing pretend daddy wasn't gonna solve anything, I know you wanted to kill Jason--"

"Hell yeah, I did." 

"But if you went to jail for good! I couldn't help you..neither would my dad neither would Kristie. So I basically saved your ass. I forgave you for all the mistakes you've done including trying to marry that Fed bitch Amanda. I never judged you, Justin, yes you've made some terrible mistakes and so have I. You have to get over the fact I did what I did, and I don't want anyone else knowing. Promise me you won't say anything" I said eyeing him. He takes a deep breath hugging me, kissing my head. 

"I promise. I'm sorry, it's just. It's affecting us, Adrian...I know you didn't want me to know about it, you're right it's your decision it's just..it doesn't seem right. It was hard for me to hear that they had to rip Adriana apart I just couldn't picture you actually getting an abortion. That piece of shit raped you; I don't know what you saw in him. God, I wanna break his fucking jaw right now" He said pulling away. 

"Justin..it's over. It's okay if we can't start a family, long as we have us right" I said, he nodded kissing me. "Doesn't mean we have to give up" I added kissing him. 

"Come on Adrian, I'm still a little sore from last night," He says between kisses. 

"Good. I can be on top" I say pushing him down on the bed. I turned around pulling my pants down in front of him; he chuckles kissing my hip and then my back. I push him on his back on the bed massaging his dick from the outside of his pants with the both of my hands..squeezing it a little. I unbuckled his belt while we made eye contact, I smiled unzipping and unbuttoning his pants pulling them down a little. I climbed on top moving my panties to the side sliding it in, riding him. I moaned as his phone starts to vibrate. 

"Don't get it" I moaned. 

"I won't, I'm just gonna look at it," He says sitting up picking his phone up from the dresser answering it. He gets up sitting me down on the bed putting his dick back in his pants I groaned, covering myself with the sheets. 

"Holy shit..are you serious," He says. I was wondering who was on the other end of the phone. I was getting impatient, I wanted to get on my knees and suck his dick, but it looks as if the call was essential. He hangs up with a big smile on his face. 

"What are you smiling about? Was that call so important you had to stop me from giving you head" I asked?

"My fucking album just went platinum." 

"That's wonderful, now can we get back to having sex."

"Sorry Adrian, but I have to go to the studio...tell you what let's go out tonight. Movie, dinner, whatever you want. Gotta go, love, you" He says kissing my cheek leaving. I scoffed putting my clothes on. When Justin came back from the studio, I was dressed to go out for the night, to take my mind off of things. I went into the kitchen to pour me a glass of wine waiting for him to get dressed. 

"Hey, you look sexy," He says kissing my neck to my back. 

"Thanks, ready to go," I asked turning around. He moves his lips to my chest. 

"Wanna go upstairs."

"We are going out to dinner. You wanted us to go so we're going, you totally flaked on me earlier" I said.

"I'm sorry it was just the album going platinum was exciting for me. I haven't been that excited in a while." 

"Are you serious, hello! I'm standing right here" I said. 

"I'm talking about with my music; I had to give up being famous for a while going to high school. I'm back on top, and I want you to be happy for me."

"I am happy for you. I was just so eager to have sex and try again for a baby; maybe I shouldn't rush this. At first, I didn't want to end up pregnant in high school, but I was dumb to open my legs and to Jason--"

"Jason raped you okay it doesn't matter if you two dated or not, he forced himself on you, and it's not your fault. I should've killed him."

"No, you shouldn't have. What good was killing him, Justin? Was that going to make you feel better."

"Yeah, it would..knowing he couldn't hurt you anymore. Look, I don't understand why you would go back to him in the first place...he hits you, and he's drinking I would never do that to you. It's not a fucking excuse because he was drunk. I knew exactly what I was doing when I punched him, and I don't regret it one bit. I regret the girls I've dated in the past..we wouldn't be in this mess if it wasn't for bad people that we went out with."

"Yeah, you just had to stick your dick in every girl that you could see."

"I agree with that, I've done things that I'm not proud of, and that was to get over you..but I couldn't. No other girl would get me like you do. I understand why you didn't tell me about the abortion it's just...I don't like it, I never agreed with it. I guess it's safe to keep it a secret knowing a lot of people have opinions about it. It's your life, your body, your choice."

"What if Amanda had a baby while I was still in the hospital, seeing you getting married to her and a kid running around in here. I would feel the exact way you're feeling now about me. I don't want that...I know I wanted to get rid of Adriana I had no choice but to go along with it because it was yours. I wanted you to be the father of my child one day...and now that I know I can't give you one it hurts because it's my fault."

"The first time it just happened, I know why they had to take her out..but just getting a baby ripped out of you just because you didn't want it is no excuse. I would understand if you really did have the baby I'm sure it would make no difference."

"Either way Justin, you still wouldn't look at me the same way. If I had it or didn't so, it doesn't matter anymore it's over and done" I said. He nods his head, he grabbed his keys and walked off, with me following him. The car ride was a bit quiet; the radio kept us from the quietness between us. He grabs my hand, bringing it to his lips..kissing my hand. 

"I remember when you were in the hospital. I thought you were gone, thinking it was my fault..bringing you into that situation with Tori and I-I should've told you to keep your distance but...I didn't want anyone being in the way with you or my daughter. Nothing was going to keep me away from you; I blame myself all the time..the image keeps playing in the back of my head, I have nightmares about it sometimes. Adriana was going to change our lives, make us appreciate each other and become a family. I know I was too young to be a dad but, after you told me you didn't take those pills. I was happy. Knowing that you rather give us a shot but, I had to pretend to date someone and put your life in jeopardy. I'm sorry you had to go through that" 

"I'm sorry I was the reason for you going to jail..and doing drugs," I said.

"Hey, all of that was because I didn't get what I wanted. I wanted you, so I went a little crazy. I couldn't sit there and watch Jason doing that to you. I had to do something, and it doesn't sound stupid at all. You wanted me to fight for you...maybe you didn't say it exactly, but I know you wanted me to. We argued, disagreed on things but we never left each other sides." 

"Yeah," I said with a small smile. 

"Is there anything else you want to tell me...something you're keeping from me." 

"No. Nothing at all, that was it..the abortion. Is there something you're not telling me" I asked, he shook his head looking at me then back at the road. 

"We have to trust each other Adrian." 

"I know..I just could just picture your face if I told you I got an abortion. Calling me a baby killer. I couldn't risk that, risk us." 

"Yeah. But you know if I didn't want you to do that to Adriana, I didn't want you to do that to any other baby even if it wasn't mine." 

"I knew you were gonna be super pissed at me if it was yours. I feel bad for myself every single day because of that. I didn't want to lose you Justin" I said. He parked the car up to the valet..kissing my hand. 

"I don't want to lose you either..it sucks that I had to figure it out. Promise me..no secrets." 

"Okay, no secrets," I said. He smiled and leaned over kissing me. He got out the car tossing the keys to the valet person opening the door for me. I grabbed his hand as we walked inside the restaurant taking our seats.

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