The Diary of A Vampire Vol. 2

The second diary of a vampire the first one is Dairy of a vampire without the Vol. 2 on it. It had somewhere close to 100 chapters so I started a new one.


55. Entry 55; Dec 27, 2017

Ahhhh I am so jittery. I don't even know what to do anymore. My mom who hardly ever spends time with me says that she reads what I am writing. I think that she only overhears what I say behind her though I am about as careful about talking to anyone at home as I am open with my friends. I am so nervous. Today I will be seeing a movie and going out to spend some time with her as though she knows my days with her are ending soon. They are but I am always going to be around to look out for her and my family. 


I am not sure what hurts more. The fact that I hurt, or the fact that I had some kind of hope that this time was going to be any different. My mother had gotten called into work today while were in our outing. She said that she was going to take me to the movies and get a few things done guess not... I am hurt by but I think it could be worst. If I wasn't so used to being dumped like that before it would have been 100 times worst. I would have cried even. But I am so used to it that it was more like okay I am disappointed but life is life ya know? My dad brought it up and when I said it wasn't that important. He just gave me this look like you're joking right? I looked right back at him and said nothing. He then said "It is important. You deserve it." I don't deserve JACK. Every time someone says that I deserve something I want to scream that I don't. I treat some people like garbage and others I don't even waste my breath on.  

I am wishing for the next days to go by fast and slow that way I can save the moments. The thoughts, and the sounds and everything. But I want them to go by fast. I am getting tired of putting tape on that switch in my head that tells me this isn't the right thing to do. That I need to do this to look human. I am done with it. Well, I have a vampire tapping at my bedroom door because he got into the house so I have to talk to him more than likely I will break down crying but that is something that I am not going to speak of much. So I have to go. Bye for now. 

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