The Diary of A Vampire Vol. 2

The second diary of a vampire the first one is Dairy of a vampire without the Vol. 2 on it. It had somewhere close to 100 chapters so I started a new one.

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46. Entry 46; Dec 6, 2017

I see everyone around me going out on dates and having fun and most importantly ENJOY highschool. Right now thought my mind is focused on all f the happiness that I could be having if I didn't have to keep so many secrets from everyone around me. So few know my real secret and so few really care about it. My friend in person jokes about it all the time and I sometimes wonder if Shadow only wants me to listen to him. It seems I do a lot of that. Just listen instead of talking and having fun. I guess I should try to enjoy high school like everyone around me, but I find it harder to have friends and harder to be apart of something when everyone seems to WANT to push me away from them. Yeah, I have maybe one friend that I see every day and even then all he talks about is games and jokes when something is wrong. Today I said that I was having this powerful headache and then he offered blood jokingly. Sometimes I want to smack that human boy outside his silly head. Maybe even turning him would give him a better idea of how much pain it is to go through this turn without someone to hold you down and give you something to make the pain stop. Just to tell you that everything is going to be okay even if it feels like hell is coming out of your head. I wish I had someone like that. I wish I had a companion to tell my secrets to. I want someone to make me feel better instead of the other way around. I have been told that I was a good listner and I know why they say it. Everyone thinks that because I don't talk and all I do is listen to what I am told or even being told. It is how I made some of my friends once. But I have to go do something that involves going to sleep because I can not stand this headache much longer. Even though it was much worst last night. 

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