The Diary of A Vampire Vol. 2

The second diary of a vampire the first one is Dairy of a vampire without the Vol. 2 on it. It had somewhere close to 100 chapters so I started a new one.


31. Entry 31;Fri Oct 20, 2017

A few things to tell. One I can get my licenses to drive tomorrow if anyone bothers to set that up. But my guess is that will not happen for the next few weeks. It always goes like that. Always. And I don't think my father knows about this little two-letter one syllable word called no. He didn't want to take me to a store that I have been asking to go to for a while and know well he took me but right after telling my brother that he wasn't happy about it. I get this really bad feeling like NO ONE IN MY HOUSE WANTS ME HERE. All the time. I am sure that they do just they never want to see me. They want to make sure I am alive and well but if I never left my room for anything but work and school I am sure that they would be fine with that. It hurts more to know that I seem to just be chasing away people when I am trying to be nice to them. I am aware that he had worked 20 hours today and I know that he was tried he could have told me no. But he said yes instead and then compiled about it to my brother. People are just a bother right now. I don't think I can deal with them right now. I am happy that I am not working right now otherwise I am sure I would be having a total collapse of sanity at the moment. I am sure that right now the only thing holding me back is the fact that I have locked myself away in my room once more because why the hell not? If no one wants to see or smell me then why leave my room to face people that I am not even sure if I am blood-related to them or not. 

It is just driving me nuts. I mean come on. Do you want me to talk or do you want me to be like Harry Potter and be in my room making no noise? I mean make up your minds people. You can only have one or the other not both at the same time. I can not wait till I get this licenses then I can go and hang out somewhere until they close and be home and go to my room. Like this just image this a girl sitting at the library until it closed comes home grabs something off the counter goes to the room and that is the last you see of her until the morning when she does the same thing over again. That would be me. At least I know who and what I am. Not vampire wise but truly who I am. Have you ever thought about it that way? I mean I know you can't talk back or anything this is just a piece of paper but if you could think about who you are truly what would you say? I mean mine is, "I am the girl sitting in the front of the class that says nothing but you don't know that I stay after to get help from the teacher. I am the shy girl that sits alone in the hallway reading or writing something for class. I am the girl that doesn't eat anything for lunch or breakfast and hardly anything for dinner yet I still look like I eat a lot all the time. I am the girl that doesn't talk to anyone but teachers. I am the girl that studies the hardest but always fails the test. I am the girl that gets called poetic when I speak because the words and terms that I use in my speech are different from most." At least I know that much. 

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