"I can taste her lipstick. It's like i'm kissing her too, she's perfect.."


1. Prologue

"I bet she has it all, bet she's beautiful. Like you. And I bet she's got that touch makes you fall in love, like you. I can taste her lipstick and see her laying across your chest. I can feel the distance every time you remember her fingertips. It's like i'm kissing her too. She's perfect."

I lay across my bed writing lyrics, tears wetting the page. My phone vibrates on the nightstand four times or more, catching my attention. I put down my pen and I sigh picking it up. "Hello?" My voice raspy and mellow.

"Louis?" The all too familiar deep voice speaks. I gasp and bite my lip trying to keep my composure. My voice fails me as I make an attempt to speak but my voice trembles. "H-Harry? Wh-What're you d-doing.." The voice on the other end sighs. "I wanted to see what you were up to." He says. My eyes slowly move to the pages of lyrics. Written in pen, the ink smudged by tears, and all of my pain and heartache on paper.  "I haven't been up to much I guess."

He sighs and I hear a bunch of rustling and noise but it stops abruptly. "Have you cut recently?" He asks and I wipe away the tears that escaped from my eyes. "No. Not in a bit." I lied. I had just cut earlier. I glare at the fresh cuts on my forearm. "Harry? Who's that on the phone?" A female voice speaks from the other line. It was her.. "No one, love! I'm so sorry Lou I have to go. I'll call you tomorrow alright?" I press my lips and breathe out. I "he's not going to call you. he doesn't want to. you're too disgustingly ugly. you're fat, stupid, weird, and no one wants you." The voices swindle my mind, overwhelming me. "Okay.." My voice breaks as I speak and he exhales. "I'm sorry this happened Louis. I really am." He breathes out and the line hangs up.  I set my phone back on the nightstand. The reason we broke up, the purpose of my depression, anxiety, and trust issues were because she's perfect..

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