<<c.h.>> Hopefulness

Kayla Carter,average Aussie,meets Calum Hood,average Aussie,for awhile anyway. Going through high school with each other,they realize their time is running out. Kayla Carter,average Aussie,meets Calum Hood,her best friend,her crush,her everything,but most importantly,her savior.
I present to you..... <<c.h.>> Hopefulness
(Cover made by: Beautifully Music Nerd)
*Some Chapters include Suicidal/Depressed Thoughts and Actions*


4. -4- Breakdown *Warning! Suicidal Thoughts/And Actions*

I take a deep breath before watching the blood trickle down my wrist. 'Shelby is right,Calum is just being nice.' 
I hear the doorbell and I quickly scramble through the drawers,getting blood all over my bathroom,to find a few band-aids. I finally get some on,hiding my bloody cut,and I quietly and quickly wash the blade and throw it in a drawer. I wipe blood off of things. I quince as I slide my arm into the sweatshirt I throw on. I unlock the door and turn off the light. I close the door and run out of my room. I run into Aerianna walking down the hall. 
"Hey,I was just gonna get you. Calum and Michael are here to study." She smiles and I smile through my pain. 
"Okay." I say and she walks to her room. Michael and Calum sit at the table. 
"Hi." Calum smiles. 
Michael opens his math textbook,which is covered by a ripped paper bag. I open mine and pick up my pencil,but put it down again at the sight of blood trickling down my hand. Calum puts his hand on mine,a concerned look on his face. He slowly turns my hand so my palm faces up. 
"What happened?" Michael asks. Calum looks over his shoulder at him,then back at my hand. His eyes follow up to the blood stain on my sweatshirt. 'Fuck.' He pulls the sleeve up and I wince as he does so. Michael stares at the scars and band-aids and I notice I missed a spot to put a band-aid on. 
Calum searches my face. "Kayla." He whispers. 
"Don't tell," I whisper to Chelsea,tears streaming down my face. Calum and Michael sit on my bedroom floor as me and Chelsea speak. 
"They said they w-wouldn't," I whisper. Calum's face has remained the same for ten minutes,emotionless. Michael,on the other hand,seems at war with himself. "Please." I say and Chelsea looks at my wrist in her hand. 
"Promise me you'll try......try to stop." I nod,in tears. 
"What if mom sees?" Aerianna's voice fills the air as she walks in. I already told her. "Make sure she doesn't." Chelsea says. 
"That's not how it works,Chels." Aerianna argues. 
"Well,we oughta try!" Chelsea's voice is strained,kinda. Tears rolls down her cheeks. "Remember what happened-" Chelsea begins but Aerianna hushes her. "To our father?" Chelsea finishes anyway. "I don't wanna lose Kayla,too,Aerianna! And I sure the hell know that Michael,Calum,and Luke don't want to either!" Chelsea yells and we hear our mom's mini van pull in. I tremble. 
"Kayla,go to Michael's garage with Michael and Calum while Chelsea and I distract Mom." I nod and the guys stand up.


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