<<c.h.>> Hopefulness

Kayla Carter,average Aussie,meets Calum Hood,average Aussie,for awhile anyway. Going through high school with each other,they realize their time is running out. Kayla Carter,average Aussie,meets Calum Hood,her best friend,her crush,her everything,but most importantly,her savior.
I present to you..... <<c.h.>> Hopefulness
(Cover made by: Beautifully Music Nerd)
*Some Chapters include Suicidal/Depressed Thoughts and Actions*


19. -19- Trip to Hell *Warning Suicidal Thoughts/Actions*


I walk into the classroom and everyone,except for the teacher,in there so far stare at me. I slowly go to my desk and sit down. 

Michael sits down in his desk next to mine and leans in. "Why are they looking at you?"

I shrug and he leans back in his seat. 

Everyone else files in just as the bell rings.

A few minutes into class,when the teacher is turned around,a folded piece of paper is slid onto my desk with my name neatly written on it. 

I open it as the teacher keeps on writing and read it.

'You don't have it as bad as others. You don't deserve to call yourself depressed.'

I shove the note in my pocket and another note lands on my desk with my name in a different handwriting.

'Depressed? Ha. Nice Joke,Carter.'

I take a deep breath and put the note in my pocket. Michael watches as a note is put onto my desk. He reaches to it,opens it and reads it,then crumbles it up and shoves it in his backpack.


I sit down at the lunch table and Michael puts his hand out,palm up. 

"What?" I ask. 

"Gimme the other notes." He tells me,quietly.

"Notes?" Calum asks.

"Why?" I ask.


"What's going on?" Calum asks and Luke sits down.

I take out the notes slowly and Ashton sits down at the table,too. I put the notes into Michael's hand. Michael hands them to the other guys and gets out the one from his backpack and sets it down too. They all read the notes in silence.

Calum shakes his head. "How the hell could they do that?" 

"You can do this,Kayla." Ashton tells me and Luke nods. 

My eyes flood with tears and I shake my head.

"I-I can't do this anymore." I say and get up before walking to the bathroom. I sit on the counter and search my bag until I feel it,the blade. I pull it out and pull up my sleeve and drag it across my skin. The guys have rushed into the bathroom and Calum takes my arm. He runs it under cold water as Luke takes the blade out of my hand. Luke begins to wash the blade and dry it. Michael hands Cal bandages and Ashton searches my backpack for other things. 


Calum walks with me and Ashton to our houses. Calum follows me to my stoop and we stand there,in the chilly air,for a moment. Then we go inside and Eric waves from the table.

"Where are the other girls?" He asks.

"Shopping." I tell him and Calum nods. Lucas comes downstairs. 

"Hey. How was school?" He asks. "Or you could just walk away." He says as we begin to leave the room.

I drag Calum past the stairs and into the music room,where we sit on the piano bench. 

"Kayla,do you remember that one day a while back when I told you I loved you?" 

I nod. "Yeah."

"I wasn't joking," He tells me. "Kayla,will you be my girlfriend?" 

I pause and my face lights up.

"Really?" I ask and he nods. "Of course!" 

Calum smiles and hugs me and we just hug for awhile.

Just the two of us.

He's so warm.

I love him.


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