My Love

Gisella meets a handsome guy at an art show. They traded numbers and from there things just hit off between them, but this guy was hiding a big secret. His secret makes her fall in love with him even more. They end up moving on from each other and loving other people but then, something tragic happens that leaves Gisella in trouble for it. Read to find out.


6. Six

               A month later, I was over at his place. Just me and him finally. He cooked a pasta dinner, and as we ate we talked about work. "Are you going to the art show next weekend?" He asked as he shoveled pasta in his mouth. "I don't know, I just have a lot going on and I don't think I'll be able to make it." "Yea, same here. Now that I live an hour away it's gonna be harder for me to get down there." "Yea I bet....I miss not having you around in the area." "I miss it too, to be honest. Kat is happy cause I live closer to her." "Speaking of Kat...Are you and her dating?" "Um...Good question....It's hard to give you an honest answer....She has a boyfriend....But like I don't know, we do do stuff...." "Oh..." I looked at my pasta and swirled it around my fork. I felt sick just thinking about that night when I heard them having sex. "Tanner told me you heard us..." I looked up and nodded yes. "I'm really sorry..." "Damien, it's your life....You can have sex with anyone....It's really not any of my business." He shrugged. "There's something I need to tell you...." "Okay..." I was hoping it was about why he had surgery but instead he said; "Tanner and Kat are coming over in like thirty minutes." I dropped my fork down on my pasta. "You're joking...right?" "No...." I rolled my eyes. 

              When they showed up Kat gave Dan a kiss on the cheek and looked at me as if she was trying to make me jealous, and it did. "Hey girl.." Tanner said with his arms opened. I hugged him and said hello. "We brought movies! and we're all totally going to use that pool tonight!" Kat said slamming the dvd cases down on the counter. "Well if I knew we were going swimming I would've brought my bathing suit." I said kind of annoyed but jokingly at the same time. "Well I guess you'll just have to sit and watch us." She said with a smirk on her face. I crossed my arms and just stood there looking at how Dan and Kat interacted with one another. I was for sure jealous that she kisses him and flirts with him, no problem. I don't like her at all really. "Earth to Ella..." Tanner laughed while he waved his hand in my face. "Huh?" "You okay? And if you don't have a bathing suit my sister or my mom might have one you can borrow. I can run over to my mom's house real quick and get one, if you want?" "Ummm sure if you don't mind, I'll take a ride with you." "Okay awesome....We'll be back guys." He said as he grabbed my arm and tugged me out of the house. 

            When we got to his mom's, his mom was really sweet and let me keep the suit she gave me. She said it didn't fit her anymore. But when we got back in the car Tanner looked at me. "What?" "I hate Kat..." He said as he started up the car. "Why?" "She's taking Damien's mind off of you...He liked you a lot and now it's like all he talk's about is Kat....I hate it....You're just so perfect for him and he just...I don't know...Kat's doing everything on purpose just so this could happen....Look, if you like him you need to straight up tell him...Tonight." "I'll get Kat away from him and you tell him, okay?" I wanted to cry but I held back my tears. "Sure...." 

            Once we changed into our bathing suits. Kat and Tanner were out by the pool. I heard Dan coming downstairs so I stopped him in his tracks. "We need to talk." I said as I looked at his body for the first time. I notice scaring buy his I guess you could say "man breast", but I didn't give that to much thought. I looked back up and him and he raised an eyebrow. "Okay?...Let's go up to my room." We walked into his room and he closed and locked the door. "So what do you need to talk about?" "I...umm...I'm going to tell you this because you need to know....I like you a lot Damien....Like more than..." "Oh boy...." He shook his head...." "Gisella....I can't deal with this right now..." He turned away from me and he walked out of his room. I pushed down the tears and walked into the guest room where I changed in. I locked the door and changed back into my normal clothes and just laid on the bed. 

           Fifteen minutes Tanner knocked on the door. I got up and unlocked it and he walked in. "He told me...." "Yea..." "I'm sorry..." "Did he say anything to her?" "Yea....He said it to both of us...Kat laughed...I feel really bad..." "Tanner it isn't your fault....It's honestly mine because I never told him soon enough and now he likes someone else..." He hugged me and then my tears fell. "Don't cry...." "It just sucks..." He looked at me and wiped my tears off my cheeks and kissed my forehead. "Trust me it's her doing not you...And I'm to fix this." He walked out of the room and left me alone. 

          That night I woke up from a nightmare. The dream was me trapped in a burning car and no one saved me. I don't know why I had a dream like that but it was not a fun one. I walked out to the kitchen and grabbed some water and sat out by the pool. I put my feet in the semi cool water. I heard someone come out so I looked behind me and it was Dan. He sat next to me. "You okay?" "How dare you ask that..." I said rudely. "Look I couldn't talk about it with Kat and Tanner around....And now that they left...We can talk..." "Okay, well I like you more than a friend....That's all..." "I'm just confused with my feelings Ella." I looked at him and then he continued; "Kat...isn't my type and I know that but like I'm attracted to her, and I'm attracted to you too.You're so much better than her, and Tanner made me see that tonight before he left, but it's just I don't know who I want...." He paused and took a deep breath and then looked at me. He said; "I think it's time I told you something about me...." "Okay well, what is it?" I said holding in my tears. "I'm sure you'll not like me anymore after this....I....I was born a female....I had surgery and everything done, so I could be who I am now... When I had surgery, I was getting my breast cut off...And the reason you never notice them was because they small enough that when I put my binder on, you couldn't even tell..." I was speechless. That explains why his parents kicked him out and the scaring I saw today. "Well...This is a lot of information..." I didn't look at him. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner..." "I need to go to bed...." I stood and went back into the guest room. 

            In the morning I left early, before he woke up. I just couldn't believe he was a girl. I honestly didn't care that he was and I still liked him, but I just couldn't wrap my head around on why he's pretty much choosing Kat when he said I was perfect for him. I also couldn't get over that he's just now telling me about his transition, and just that alone made me upset. If he liked me even just a little I just thought he should have told me, I know I would've. When I got home I didn't even text him and he never he texted me. I didn't really want to talk to him, because I was hurt, and confused, so I just went to sleep in my own bed in my own place. 

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