The Dairy of A Vampire

This is the Dairy of a 15-year-old vampire named Vladimira. She lives with her human family and she hates that she can't get the right food. She has never tasted human blood before and her mother and father are pushing her ever closer to trying some of them. But, of course, they don't know that she is a vampire.


82. Entry 82; May 20, 2017

Well, I am thinking about something. Not a very good thing to do when my mind is on edge about everything. But I am thinking about things. I am tried and I don't what to be here. I am done. I feel like there is nothing even holding me here anymore. All my friends have moved away and I have nothing to look forward to at school, nothing at home but yelling. I put a hole through my wall because of it. I am trying to prove that I can feel things because everyone seems to think that I am about as deaf as a bat. And am as feelingless as a robot. Meaning they think that I can't hear what they say about me or what they think about me. What they don't know is that they are as easy to read as books. I like being able to read them. Maybe not their minds but I can read what they are feeling. Half the time my mother is just nothing but disappointed in me. The other half she is just plain angry. It is so easy to see it. My dad, he looks like he doesn't care at all. Leading me to the point that I think I don't even come from him. I don't like how sometimes the things I write down on paper just come out true. Sometimes. Other times it is like what the hell did I just write? But anyway today I just want to sit outside and cry. It has been one of those days. Where you want to do nothing, not eating no drinking anything. Just sit and cry. I mean a few days ago I was all happy happy joy joy but today it is just like wow screw you and screw life. I was about to say something to my mother today that would have gotten me slapped. The only thing that saves me in this house is this one rule, "A lady is supposed to be seen not heard." I LIVE by that. I have no choice. One slip up and I get in trouble. The saying is be yourself. That is B.S.  The saying sure really be 'Be yourself unless yourself is destructive and hurts other people's feelings'. That should be the saying. That is what it should be. One thing said and you can get in so much trouble. I don't even understand humans anymore. I have been a vampire for how long now? I don't even remember. All I know is that humans are confusing the hell out of me.

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