The Dairy of A Vampire

This is the Dairy of a 15-year-old vampire named Vladimira. She lives with her human family and she hates that she can't get the right food. She has never tasted human blood before and her mother and father are pushing her ever closer to trying some of them. But, of course, they don't know that she is a vampire.


81. Entry 81; May 19, 2017

Yeah, ... well sorry for the not show update. Yeah, I really need to work on that. So I failed it AGAIN. I am getting tired of this. I pass the second time again. I don't think anything good is going to come if I have to be in one of their classes EVER again. I try not to be in the same room as them but I have to get those credits somehow. I am getting really serious about finding a summer job and I really have to now. I am looking at getting this book and it is very cool. Some might have heard about it. The Necronomicon? Yeah, big word. But back on track after the thing I came home and fall asleep. No feeding no nothing. Missed dinner but that could be solved. At about 9 at night thought I felt the payback for missing a feeding time. That one was painful. I haven't been able to feed all day so I have been suffering big time. I am just getting this really big waves of sleepy and dizzy that it could be killing. I am curious to know if something is wrong. I just don't want to ask anyone. I had to take off a necklace that I wear a lot. It was turning the back of my neck green. and I want to say that I have been reading a bit but I just haven't had time. I have been on a night and day ban. My mother and father are harping now. They are going to kill me soon if I don't get a job. I have applied everywhere I can think that would allow me to. But so far I am only getting emails and calls from people looking for someone to start a career. I am not looking for a career I am looking for a  summer job. A job that will hopefully carry over to the school year as well.  I need money and I would rather be doing something this summer then moping around wishing that I had a friend to talk to about all this. A friend IN PERSON. (So they don't think I am not talking to them. You know who you are, Wolfe and Shadow.) I mean someone who is here with me in person and can keep me sane as they would say. I haven't smiled in a while thought. I am just trying to get a single reason for a real lasting smile but I can't seem to find one. I just think that they might come back and I get a small bit of hope go through me at the thought that somehow is always shot down with they will never come back or never come at all. I try to keep hoping if that is anything. It is hard to when you become a mute at school.  Just I am really sad a lot and nothing seems able to change it unless I am talking to friends. Well, I have to go and work on this job hunt.

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