The Dairy of A Vampire

This is the Dairy of a 15-year-old vampire named Vladimira. She lives with her human family and she hates that she can't get the right food. She has never tasted human blood before and her mother and father are pushing her ever closer to trying some of them. But, of course, they don't know that she is a vampire.


33. Entry 33; Sat Dec 17th 2016

          I still have not read that letter but I don't think that I will for a while. Now that is out of the way let me get to the cool things that have been happening. Well, it is SNOWING right now! I love it! And out of the whole Christmas stuff happening I have only wrapped ONE gift the whole time. It doesn't look good but it is better than nothing I will tell you that. Of course, it is for a friend. I thought of her while I was only for necklaces and I found one that I just KNEW she would like. So I asked and I got it. I got it a long time ago and just now remembered it. So I wrapped it last night and that was that. Of course, one thing that I am not liking right now it that my mother is NOT HAPPY. And when she is not happy NO ONE is happy. Of course, I could also trick myself into being happy. But I can't blame my mother for not being happy. She is not telling us things to do but yells at us that we don't do anything. And her mother is dying. But what I don't think she is understanding is that it hurts us too. That someone in the family is dying, yeah that hurts everyone not just her. But she doesn't want to see that. 

          Back to some happy things. Ummm, I don't know I mean I liked the snow. It makes it look more like the season and that is something that I will NEVER complain about. Even though the person that does the most complaining is my brother. I hate how my mother is nicer to my brother than she is me. But I can't say much, I would give more attention to someone like him anyway. He just complains and complains about how they don't give him enough time and they don't care about him. What they should be doing is trying to give everyone some love even if they don't want it. That if they don't want it was meant for me, by the way. I don't want they to pay too much attention to me but I can't do anything if they do. I just want them to start to realize that they are losing people and that they need to hold on to what they have. I don't think that they will, though. A song, that is what I am thinking of. The song 'If I Die Young' by the Band Perry.  The words that I am thinking about right now are "A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar, They're worth so much more after I'm a goner, And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin',  Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'" Do you know why? I know why I am thinking about those words. If I leave then they will have wanted to pay more attention to my thoughts and my words. But they have bearly heard my speak. That is why I am thinking those words. But I am sure that my mother and father have something more for me to do. Even though that I am hungry I get dizzy standing up.

         I bet that I didn't tell you want happened a few days ago. So my father took my brother and I out to dinner. We went to a Popeye's, it didn't taste as good as it did in New Orland's but I can't complain much about that. But anyway there was a guy sitting a little bit away from me and it was all I could do not to walk up and bite him in the neck. He was turned sideways to me and talking about something to someone else. So his neck was closest to me. I had tried to tear my eyes away from him but I just couldn't. He smelled better than the food in front of me and he smelled and looked better than whatever it was I had ordered. I can't even remember what I had gotten but I was eating that and all the while thinking what it would feel like to put my fangs in his neck and drink his warm blood. What it would be like to have that blood pouring into my mouth and down my throat feeding a hungry that I had never thought I had ever had. I didn't though. I think that if no one was with me AND he had followed me somewhere I would have, though. I was SOOOOOOO hungry. I am even now hungry to taste HIS blood. Not someone closer I want HIS blood because I have no clue what I could do if it was in my blood systems. 



         Okay so today could have been much better but I am not going to complain about something that I can not change. I am still very hungry and I can do nothing about it. I wish that I could maybe then I would stop looking at people like food. So I have had dinner but it didn't help with the hungry. I am also chatting with a friend right now but she went away for a moment. I thought that I would be able to do this for a small bit of time. So I have been talking with two of my friends one that I have never met in real life and one that I go to school with. (A.K.A. the one I go to school with is also a wolf.) But anyway I just want food. But not this human food stuff that is gross. It is about 8 at night right now.

          I had completely forgotten someone birthday today and I felt really bad about it. I also found out some really cool news. The friend is going to some place that I have always wanted to go to. He is going to Amsterdam! It is also been a place that I have wanted to go to and I have made it very clear that I am going to get pictures and a video from him about the building with really cool painting on the ceiling and filled with cats.

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