The Dairy of A Vampire

This is the Dairy of a 15-year-old vampire named Vladimira. She lives with her human family and she hates that she can't get the right food. She has never tasted human blood before and her mother and father are pushing her ever closer to trying some of them. But, of course, they don't know that she is a vampire.


32. Entry 32; Fri Dec 16th 2016

          Well, it is 8:24 right now I have never been madder at myself. I know that crying is just a human way of saying that you are sad but not for me. I say that crying shows a weakness and if you hit that weakness that person is down. I do not care how you wish to see crying as but I see it like that. If you couldn't tell right now I am crying. I didn't just weak up from a sad dream and start crying I woke up and went out to the kitchen. My mom, she just got back last night from seeing her mom, my grandma. I really love my grandma. And I haven't really been the same since finding something out that is happening to her. But she has given me a card. A card that says things that I can't even read. As much as I love to read I just can't read right now. I can only write and even that is just bearly. I knew that I so try to play it off like it doesn't hurt to know this but it really does. She is not even gone yet and I am already crying. I don't know how to say this but I am going to try to, I may not tell you what is going on with her but I will tell you something important, death is coming. Not to me, but to someone I hold dearly. Death has yet to come for me or anyone in my family just yet. But it is still sad that I know it is coming. I don't know why I am sad about death. I mean I love death. The world under me and everyone else is death but I doubt people see it like that. 

            Death is so normal for this world that I am amazed time and time again that people would cry over something that has been taken from them. I understand now, though. I do understand it now. I understand the great sadness that everyone feels when they know something bad is going to happen and come to take someone away from them. I understand it now. But I just feel really bad now. I might not do anything for this at all today just so I don't have to read over this until I am ready to read it. That very well might be in years.

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