Let Me Love You

She let out disgusted noise and rolled her eyes at me, “You probably don't even understand what the concept of loving someone even is, Justin. You keep me locked here in your house and don't let me leave. You don't take me anywhere. You barely communicate with me and you expect me to like you?” I watched her sit up in bed and swing her legs over the side as she looked into my eyes, “You're fucking beautiful, Justin Bieber, but you're fucked in the head. This?” She motioned around the room, “This isn't the way to get me to love you, or even like you for that matter. I've slept next to you every single night for the last how many days and we both lay awake, holding our breaths because you aren't even trying.”

I had to interrupt her, “I didn't want you to feel like I was forcing myself on you.” The frown didn't leave my face as she continued speaking, to say I was confused by her what she said would be an understatement. She wanted me to try?


9. 07-11 - A lady in the streets, but a freak in the sheets

*Krystal's Point Of View*

I laid here, out of breath beside Justin and waiting for my entire body to stop tingling. We'd just made love and to say each time was getting better and better, would be an understatement. I looked to my left and he was already staring at me with a smirk on his face.

“What?” I asked, not being able to stop the smile that crossed my lips.

“I was just thinking how beautiful you are and how amazing it feels to be laying next to you like this after having what was, admittedly, the best sex of my entire life. The way you squeezed your pussy around my dick like that? I didn't even know that was something anyone could do. You nearly made me lose it right then,” He let out an embarrassed chuckle as he turned onto his side, staring directly at me.

“You'd be surprised at the things I can do, Daddy,” I winked at him, turning towards him as well so that we were facing each other, “Give it a little time and I'll use all my secret tricks on you.”

“Ya know, I used be passionate about what kind of a woman I'd need to be able to commit myself to. I swore that I needed a lady in the streets, but a freak in the sheets who was able to understand and deal with the lifestyle I live. I truly never thought I'd ever find a woman who exists like that, but here you are; laying inches from me and you're mine. You're everything I've ever wanted in a woman and you fit that description perfectly. And on top of all of that, you're the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. You're face is perfect, your body is perfect, just...everything about you nearly takes my breath away. And you're here. With me. Even after the way things started. You fell in love with me in-spite of myself and I'll never be able to repay you for seeing past the facade I put on for the world. I'll never be able to repay you for seeing something in me that no one else has ever seen before. And not only that, you're willing to keep this side of who I am just between us. You understand and get me on a level that no one ever has and I'm pretty sure no one ever will again. I feel like you were handpicked by God and put in the way of my path just so I'd end up with the woman of my dreams,” He was staring at me intently as he licked his lips, “And that's exactly what you are, Baby. You're the woman of my dreams. I couldn't have built a more perfect person for me. So, thank you for being everything I needed and wanted and more. I love you and I plan on keeping you forever. I plan on doing everything in my power to make sure you have the perfect life with happiness that couldn't be surpassed.”

Tears were starting to pool in my eyes as he spoke. I was doing my best not to cry and get emotional, but the things he said to me sometimes were literally things out of a fantasy. It was almost like we were living a real, live romance novel and he was Mr. Perfect, while I was the main lead who had fallen head over heels in love with him.

“As long as you're beside me, there's nothing in this world that could make me unhappy, Baby. You're slowly, but surely becoming everything to me,” I admitted, “I'm falling more and more in love with you every single second and when we make love? I feel like we're so connected that God literally hand-picked us to be together.” I reached up to wipe away a stray tear that had leaked out of my right eye.

He cupped my face with his left hand, “I'm so fucking in love with you, Krystal Laine. I want you beside me every single minute of every single day and I never want that to change. I want you beside me for the rest of my life.”

I offered a small smile before staring deeply into his eyes and speaking, “My grandparents had the kind of love I've always wanted. They were together for 70 some years and they were best friends. Even when my grandma was on her deathbed, dying of cancer, her eyes would meet my grandpa's from across the room and they'd share a secret smile that only the 2 of them understood. I've always wanted that and you do that with me. I never thought I'd find it, but they were best friends up until the day my grandma died. It was at that point that my grandpa gave up and stopped living. Just waiting for the day when he would be reunited with my grandma again in heaven. I-I feel like I could have that with you, Jay. I feel like we're on the fast track to getting that kind of love and I can't even describe to you how that makes me feel. It also makes me worry. I'm so afraid that one of these days, you're going to go out on one of your 'missions' and not return to me. Then I'll be lost in the darkness again.”

He reached for me, as he flipped onto his back and wrapped his arms around me, my chin resting on his chest as I looked into his eyes, “I promise you, from the bottom of my heart that I will always do everything within my power to come back to you, Princess. I've been so careless about all of it in the past because I never felt like I had a reason to be alive, but I have you now. I have something worth fighting for and someone worth coming home to. That means that no matter what the situation, I will do everything I possibly can to make it back to you. It just makes me fight that much harder, because I know that you're at home waiting for me to return. I can't explain it really, but something's changed inside me. My heart has changed and that means that I will always find a way to come back to you.”

“You better,” I whispered, fighting the tears that were threatening to fall, “Because I don't wanna live the rest of this life without you. Ya know, last night? When you asked me to promise that I'd marry you someday?”

“Yeah?” He stared deeply into my eyes, wondering where I was going with this, “What about it?”

“Well, I promise. Someday I promise I will marry you and once we're married, we're never getting a divorce or letting go of each other. Okay?” I sat up and crossed my legs, staring down at him as I pulled the sheet up around me to cover my naked body.

“Seriously?” The smile that appeared on his face was one of excitement. It was a smile so big, you would've thought he was a child who'd just received the best Christmas Present in the world.

“Yes, seriously,” I nodded, “I mean, it's just a piece of paper and a ring, but there's no one else in this world who I wanna spend my life with. So, I promise you that some day I will marry you. My only stipulation is that we have to be engaged for awhile first because this is all going so incredibly fast and I want us to know each other inside out before we finally do get married. Just so we both know what we're getting into for the rest of our lives.”

He sat up quickly, the smile not faltering off of his face as he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me as close to him as possible, “Thank you, Baby,” He was whispering into my hair as he squeezed his arms tightly around me, “I-I love you and I'm so excited to spend the rest of my life with you. I realize it's just a piece of paper, but marriage is sacred to me. It's something that just seals the deal for me and makes me more comfortable with the fact that you're never leaving.”

I pulled away and offered a smile as I took both of his hands in my own, staring into his eyes, “Well, I'm not ever leaving you, Baby. I've never been happier than I have been since that night. You're slowly, but surely becoming my favorite person in the entire world and my best friend. I don't ever wanna lose that. Sadly, there's a slight fear within me that you'll decide I'm not good enough or that I don't give you everything you need so you'll go out and find it somewhere else.” My smile had faded and I didn't look him in the eyes as I admitted my fear to him.

“Hey,” He let go of my left hand and reached up, lifting my chin and forcing me to look into his eyes, “I would never even dream of cheating on you. You have no idea how amazing you are to me and you have no idea what you do to me. I've never in my entire life, had a woman who was not only completely perfect and trustworthy to the point where I could call her my best friend, but I've also never had any type of sexual encounter that even came close to being as amazing as it is when you and I make love. That's never gonna change and I'm never gonna get bored of you. I promise. And I don't take promises lightly, as you already know.”

“You're so amazing, Jay,” I really couldn't believe that this man actually existed. When he and I were alone together, he was everything I'd ever wanted in a man. And he was so incredibly beautiful to me that it was hard to breathe sometimes.

“You're the amazing one, Princess,” He leaned towards me, brushing his lips against mine gently, “I can't even believe you really exist.”

I let out a laugh, “Well, if you don't feed me soon, I'm not going to exist anymore.” He laughed and pulled me towards him.

“Okay, Baby. What do you wanna eat? Should we get delivery or do you wanna go out?”

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