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Y Harry Lust Syndrum Sex Sofia Stay OneDirection Fanfic

Sofia Hilvano was just your average teenage girl. Goes to school, doesn't listen to her mum at times and most of all, single. She was actually desperate to be loved. Ofcourse she received love from her mum, but she wanted some other kind of love. She was so desperate, she took love from someone who had Lustosis

* Lustosis is not a real syndrum. I just made it up *


12. Chapter 12-Lustosis Explained

Harry's POV

She looks really tough. She's not all sugar, spice and everything nice. She's also got chili, if that's the right word to use. But, even if she seems tough and independent, I can see a fragile girl who's trapped in her bubble for safety. And, I really want to break that bubble so she can have a little fun

But, I'm also scared to break that bubble. Because I know that if I succeed in breaking her bubble, I'll also be the first one to hurt her, even if I don't want to

You see, I have this syndrome called Lustosis. This syndrome is said to be very rare. Doctors also said that I got this at a young age. From my dad or mum, I'm not sure who I got it from, but neither of my parents know. I don't want them to know really

It's a weird and scary syndrome. Mostly because I either feel numb or feel like I'm sleeping when it attacks. I don't really feel it. It's also the reason why most of my girlfriends don't last. Either because I hurt them or they find out and end it before I hurt them unwillingly. I would never want to hurt them on purpose. So if one of my girlfriends in the past say that I hurt them, it may be true, even though I never wanted to hurt them

But with Sofia, I'm alot more concerned in hurting her. She just looks so vulnerable and like once I do something wrong and hurt her, she'll never be fixed again. I don't know, I just feel different about her

The reason why I wanted her to stay with me was because I wanted to 'practice' on her to see if I can stop my syndrome. I don't want to hurt her, but I also want to help her. And I know, I can't help her withought hurting her.

I just hope she can forgive me for doing something I never wanted to do to her. She just weirdly means something to me, and I don't know what or why. All I know, is that I really don't want to hurt her

Note: I really have nothing to say but ILYGSM!

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