I was once told that each person in the world has someone they're meant to spend forever with. But I don't believe in forever...until I actually met mine. I used to think forever was over rated. That it was dumb. That it didn't exist. He changed my mind. I thought that no one would love me.


15. chapter 15

Megan's POV

Seeing Kyle outside my window made my heart beat faster. I smiled at him and he returned it until I heard Tori walk into my room. I frowned remembering that I couldn't talk to him anymore. I turned away from the window and a tear fell. I closed the windows so I wouldn't want to look out anymore.

Tori gave me her doll because she needed help putting on a dress on her. I put it on and she held my hand.

"Meg why're you crying..?"

"What? No I'm not honey. I'm perfectly fine."

"Then why could I hear you sniffling from my room?"

I smiled at her and caressed her cheek. "Ohh Tori don't worry about me okay? It was just a story that made me sad. Here's your doll, go have fun now."

She nodded and stood up and ran to her room. I laid back down on my bed and cried some more. I didn't wake up until the next morning.

I got up and felt like a car hit me. My eyes were puffy from crying and i looked so ugly. I walked over to me mirror and looked at myself.

"Ugh I can not go to school like this." I looked down and seriously thought about not going but then no one would be able to bring Tori to school and pick her up. I sighed and went to the bathroom.

I showered and went back into my room. I pulled out a black top that was off the shoulder and white ripped jeans. I grabbed my sandals and applied light makeup to make me look more alive.

I fixed my hair so it didn't look so much like a mess. I looked in and decided that I looked okay, really good for someone who cried a lot. I walked into Tori's room and she wasn't there.

"Tori?" I looked in her closet. "Tori?!"

I ran outside and looked over the railing. "Tori where are you?!"

There was no answer and I got scared. I ran downstairs tripping on the last step but I regained my balance. I went into the kitchen and found a bowl full of cereal with a lot of it on the counter.

"Tori?!" Then she came in from the back door. I ran over and hugged her. "Where were you? I got scared."

"I just new to go pick you some flowers."

She handed me small flowers from our garden and I took them. I smiled back at her and kissed her forehead.

"How come?"

"Because you seemed really sad. So I also made you breakfast." I laughed "I saw, thanks."

She smiled and she sat down next to me where she also made herself cereal.

"How'd you reach the milk? It's on the top shelf."

"I took the chair and climbed it." She had her mouthful of food.

"Tori! That's dangerous! Don't do that okay?"

She nodded and continued to eat. I cleaned up the mess and sat next to her.

She finished her bowl and put it in the sink.

"Go change into your school clothes and brush you're teeth. I'll wash the dishes and then brush my teeth and we'll go."

By the time we finished, we only had enough time to get her to school and I would be late. We rushed to her school and I had a good 10 minutes to get there and it would take at least 20 minutes to get there.

I ran as fast as I could but there was an accident on the route I usually take. The cops weren't letting anyone come through.

"Ugh are you fucken kidding me?!" I went back towards her school, taking the long way which would take at least half an hour. Then a car stopped in front of me.

I stumbled back. The window rolled down and Kyle was there.

I sighed frustrated and went around the car. Kyle followed me.

"Meg let me drive you to school. You'll be late."

"Let me be late. It's not your problem."

I ran faster and he still followed.

"Come on Meg, you're getting tired. It'll just be a ride. No talking or anything, just a ride."

I slowed down because I needed to catch my breath. I looked at him and pointed my finger at him.

"Alright, just the ride and no talking."

I got in the back and he looked at me through the rear view mirror.

"Uhh what're you doing there? Come sit in the front."

I crossed my arms and looked outside my window. "If I'm not in the front, it'll give you less a chance to talk to me." He looked at me longer and sighed.

He got us to school in a few minutes and the bell was going to ring in a minute. I jumped out of the car and ran for the stairs. Kyle grabbed my hand and pulled me.

I looked back at him pissed. "What're you doing?! We're gonna be late!!"

"Wait I just want to talk to you."

"You said no talking! Just the ride!" I pulled my hand out of his and said "I'm not even supposed to be talking to you anymore Kyle! Can't you see? You're just hurting me!!" Tears were threatening to fall.

"Megan what did I do?! Please just tell me! It's been killing me! I know it's only been a day but I can't stop thinking about Megan. Can't you see? I need you."

My heart was beating so fast when he said he needed me.

I put my hands by my sides and lowered my voice.

"Yeah? Well I don't need you. I was just using you Kyle. Why can't you see that? I never liked you. I never saw you as a friend but as a tool." I got up close. "Did you hear me Kyle? I don't have any feelings for you so stop being an idiot and stop following after me, hoping that I do." My heart felt like it got stabbed.

I didn't want to say those things to him, i didn't want to hurt him but I would if I had to. His face fell from what I said. He lowered his head and looked at me gently.

"No matter what you say Megan, I won't believe you because I know that you don't mean that and there's more to this than you're telling me. So I'll wait Megan..." he left me standing there and walked to the school. The bell rang awhile ago so it wouldn't matter if I was even more late then I was supposed to be.

I turned around. "Gawd Kyle what do I need to do to get you to hate me?!"

He turned around and looked me in the eyes. There was so much love and hurt at the same time.

"I could never hate you Megan. There's nothing I could possibly hate about you. I may be mad at you right now but I don't hate you." He left me and walked into the school.

My tears had fallen and I was so frustrated. I just wanted to tell him everything but..I wasn't ready..

I screamed and kicked his tire and leaned on his car. I walked into the school after first period was done.

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