We are just friends.

But if we are then why do I feel funny when I see him?
Why do I want him to hold me?

If we are just friends then why did Calum say he loves me?


7. 7

My eyes fluttered open. The first thing I released is that Calum wasn't holding me. I looked around and found a not on my bed side table.

It read:

Hey April. I had to go home because my mum called me freaking out about the call she got from the school. Text me later to save me from her wrath. :)


I smiled at the paper and set it back down. The thoughts of Calum holding me close to him ran threw my mind. My body felt warm and tingly all over and I could feel a stupid smile crawl onto my face.

Snap out of it. We are just friends.

Shit, I don't have feelings for him.

I can't have feelings for him.

Do I have feelings for him?

"Fuck." I sighed.

I grabbed my phone and called Katie.

"Hey bitch." She says.

"Hi whore, can you come over?" I ask her.

"Sure be over synch." She beams.

I walked down stairs.

I plugged in my phone a started to play some of my music. Just like you by Falling in reverse came on and I started to dance around.

I was flinging my arms around and screaming the words.

I turned to the door and saw Katie standing there with a huge smile on her face.

"Don't judge." I laughed.

"No promises. So what's up?" Katie asked.

"I'm having a bit of a dilemma." I sighed.

"Oh gosh." Katie laughed.

We waked up to my room and sat on my bed. I leaned up agains the head board and Katie laid on her stomach.

"So what's going on?" Katie asked.

"Well, I think I like someone." I said.

"Who!?" Katie asked jumping up.

"Well, I don't know if I like them and it would be weird if I did." I continued.

"Okay, but who?" Katie asked again.

"I think I like....." I could hardly say it. "I think I like, Calum."

Katie just sat there and looked at me.

"Well?" I questioned.

"I didn't really see that coming. I mean you two have always just been friends. I know we joked about you two liking each other but I didn't see this coming. What makes you think you like him?" She ask.

"Well today, after we got suspended, he gave me a piggy back ride and I felt funny on the inside. Then when we were walking home he held my hand, and when he did I really liked it, then we came back over to my house and took a nap and we cuddled. He held me really close and he felt so warm and I felt so.... so.... I don't know the word, I just really liked it." I explained.

"Awe, well, I guess you like him." Katie shrugged.

"But it's weird, we have been 'just friends' since the womb, plus.... what if he doesn't like me back." I say.

"Well I have a strong feeling he likes you, and you like who you like April, I can ask Ashton to talk to him on our date tonight if you want." Katie suggested.

"Could you that would be nice... wait... you're going in a date with Ashton?" I asked.

"Yeah, he told me that he really likes me today at school and if I wanted to go out tonight. I wasn't really sure how I felt about him but he is really sweet and funny and cute so I agreed." Katie explained.

"You two would be cute together actually. He told me that he liked you the one day you guys were here." I said.

"He's really sweet, part of me hopes I fall for him." Katie smiled.

"You probably will, he's got this charm to him." I chuckled.

"Yeah, and his giggle gives me butterflies." Katie said blushing.

"Really? I always thought is was funny."

"Well it is but I think it's cute too." She said.

"Weirdo." I laughed.

"Hey! I'm not the one who has a crush on her best friend." Katie yelled.

"Okay, okay, we don't know if it's a crush yet." I said waving my arms.

"It's a crush." She told me.

"That's what you think." I smirked.

"It is a crush." She repeated.

"CUZ YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT." I yelled, over exaggerating a little.

"It's because I always am." Katie shrugged.

"That's what you think." I said.

She flicked me off.

"I'm leaving, I have a date to get ready for." Katie said standing up.

"Use protection." I said as she walked out.

She stopped and looked at me with a 'I will kill you' face. Then she looked out my window.

"I could say the same to you, cuz lover boy is come over." She smirked.

"Wait? Really?!" I asked.

Katie laughed and ran out the door. I jumped up and looked out my window. She was right, I saw Calum walking over here. Immediately I thought about him pushing me against a wall and viciously making out with me.

I snapped out of it when the door bell rang.

I ran down the steps and too the door, opening it right away.

"You didn't save me from her wrath." He said with a frown.

"Sorry, Katie was here and my phone was charging, if she was so mad then why did she let you over?" I asked.

"She didn't I just left." Calum said.

"Oh my god you bad boy, get in here before she catches us." I laughed.

He walked in and I closed the door.

I felt his arms wrap around me from behind. A screech came from my mouth. He picked me up and ran to my room. Once he got to my room he threw me on my bed and jumped on, hovering over me.

I could tell that I was as white as a ghost, and I had a blank expression. Calum's eyes widened and he sat up.

"Sorry, I uh, sorry." He said.

"Uh, no no it's okay." I smiled.

I quickly changed the topic.

"So what's up?" I asked.

"I thought I would come over till your parents get home, and so I could get away from my mum." Calum said.

"Oh okay. What do you want to do, and I'm not taking another nap." I giggled.

"We could go to the park, or walk some of the trails in the woods." Calum suggested.

"Yeah that's sounds good." I said

The two of us got up from my bed and walked downstairs. I walked over to the kitchen.

"We should take some food and have a picnic." I called.

"Sure." Calum said, walking into the kitchen.

He walked over to the cabinet and grabbed a basket. Then set it down on the table.

I grabbed some waters then juice and set down by the basket. I continued to make some sandwiches to eat. Calum grabbed snacks like crackers, berries, chocolate covered pretzels, chips, the whole shebang. We placed everything in the basket.

"Ready?" Calum asked.

"Yup." I smiled.

I went to grab the basket but Calum took it.

"I'll carry it." He smiled.

"Alright." I shrugged.

We walked out the door and to the sidewalk. The wood paths weren't to far so we could just walk. While we walked, we talked about some stuff, like what Calum's mum said when she found out we got suspended. But the whole time all I could think about was what happened earlier. Why he picked me up and ran to my room.

It was weird. Like something a couple would do. But we aren't a couple. But according to Katie I like him. But I still don't know. How could I like my best friend? It could ruin our friendship.


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