High School Anxiety (A Dairy about Life)

My mind is different than yours and yours is different from the next but do we share how we all think about high school? Everything has been changed and everything is different.


10. Gemma's high school life

My sister is screwing with the one guy friend I have. I don't mean doing him I mean messing with him. It's not cool. It's not even funny. I hate her for it. My phone needs to charge and it can't unless I am looking at it. And I can't do that. I have other things to do. He asked what I was eating for dinner. And what happens is she answered as wings and then she said fresh from the garden. And I found her doing it and got really mad. I can scare her. She knows I can. The dogs know. I only have two friends. One guy one girl. That's it. And she is messing with the guy. I don't get it. I don't mess with anyone that she brings over but I send texts and she messes with them. Why would she not. Because I spend most my time in a room that's dark. 

       Okay now that I am done with that. I have something to say two things I mean. One is that I had an epiphany. And noticed that all my dreams are connected with one another. I was with my grandma. And then I am in a maze of hallways. I always run throughout that maze. In every dream. Trying to run away or find something or find a room to sleep. And the second one is more family is coming over. Their coming on Wednesday. Can't wait. They have to deal with us all week. Fall break. I love that we get weekends but I don't want breaks any more. I want school. I love school. 

       I am being asked if I want to go to a Halloween party at my friends house. I don't know what to do or say. I have never been asked to a party. And by a guy too. This is all new to me. I need help with this but who am I going to ask. I was forgotten outside by my mother. My dad gets overwhelmed with stuff like this and my sister will tell. So who can I ask. I don't know. But I don't want to go. And yet I do want too. Well that's all of what's on my mind now. I will be back later or tomorrow one of those two.


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