Insecurities

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Tori and Jessi Franta are sent to live with their older brother Connor & the rest of O2L in America.
But, little do the gilrs know that it's a shared house.
Tori is the most insecure person you could come across, but she's also a huge O2L fan.
What happens when they both discover they'll be living with the other boys? And can Connor convince Tori she's perfect the way she is?

~Find out in 'Insecurities'~

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19. Opening up...accidentally.

Ricky~

I watched as Tori's face went white and she started stumbling over her words.

"I-it's o-okay I-I mean it's not like I-I need to see it. I can j-just leave the room." She barely managed to even get that sentence out.

Troye was standing next to Connor, his face relaxed instantly when he saw what it was but then it was Tori who freaked out.

Jessi sighed and looked down at her feet.

"Wait, what's going on?" I asked totally confused as to why she brought it out.

"Um, well Mum texted me a-and she asked me to send her one." Jessi was stuttering as well.

"Okay it's all good we can manage this, somebody take Tori outside and we'll just get it over and done with." Connor put an arm Tori, in order to stop her from panicking.

"Connor, she- she wants one of the 3 of us."

Connors eyes widened and I watched as Tori's body began to shake un controllably.

"No no no no no Connor please no." She cuddled into her brother, shaking like a leaf.

Her breathing became unsteady and before we knew it she was taking shallow breaths, her whole body had become a massaging chair that Connor couldn't hold her still.

"Baby girl you need to breathe for me okay, listen we'll give you time to steady yourself, get one then it'll be over. I promise."

She shook her head rapidly, "I don't want to watch."

He looked over at me; "Take her outside and calm her down."

I walked over and guided her out the back, being sure to not make her worry anymore.

She sat on the edge of the pool cross legged staring at the water, her breathing began to steady.

I turned back to see Connor looking down at the cake.

"Ricky?"

I looked at Tori surprised she's talking to me.

"Can we stand at the back door? I want to watch him cut the cake j-just not the other b-bit."

"Yeah of course come on."

We went over to the back door.

The polaroid was put into action, I was about to cover her eyes but stopped.

She's watching it, smiling slightly at her brother.

What's going on?

All the boys had their phones out trying to get his attention.

"Connor?" Troye asked.

His attention went straight to the Australian boy and a smile erupted on his face allowing him to get a photo then looking back down at his cake.

"Maybe that's what I need." Tori sighed.

"What's that?"

"Somebody I trust as much as Connor trusts Troye."

Makes sense, ever since Connor met Troye, their bond was tight. When he became depressed, Troye was there for him, he even wrote a song for him. He trusts him so much, for the longest time he wasn't comfortable with anybody but him.

"You ready to go back inside?"

She nodded and I followed her back in.

Jessi was standing next to Connor, Kian now holding the polaroid.

Tori went and stood on the opposite side, cuddling into his chest.

"You okay?" He asked.

She nodded; "Lets get it done."

I looked over at Troye who was giving me a confused look; I shrugged.

Not even he knows what's happening? Did she randomly switch brains with someone?

I grab my phone out, wanting to take a photo of this cute moment.

They began smiling towards us, but I noticed something.

Tori was smiling, it might of been fake but she was looking straight at me.

Wait, what's happening?

Connor seems to have noticed because he diverted his attention towards me, Jessi following him.

I took a photo and put my phone down, Tori shifted her gaze to the ground.

Did that really just happen?...

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I sat on the stairs, watching on in laughter as Tori gave Connor a cat ears beanie as a present.

He rolled his eyes; "Wow real funny."

She shrugged; "Your a cat lady not my fault."

"I'll always be more lady like than you and that's scary."

She nodded and laughed as she rested her head on his shoulder.

He engaged in a conversation with Troye before they both stood up and Jc went to take a photo of them.

Tori came wandering over and sat next to me.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

She nodded; "Yeah, I just wish I wasn't like this."

"Like what?"

"Afraid of my own reflection, for years on end I've been like this. I haven't seen what I look like in ages it-" She stopped and looked at me.

"Tori? What's wrong?"

"N-nothing." She suddenly ran up the stairs.

Connor looked over; "What happened?"

"I don't know she was talking to me about her reflection and- oh my god."

"What?!"

Troye wrapped an arm around him, to calm him down.

"She opened up..."

The whole room became silent and my heart beat increased.

Even Troye seems shocked; his face deflated.

Connors body was shaking.

Tori had just opened up to me... by accident and now it seems the whole world has tilted on it's axis...

A/N; Okay so if anybody is confused; Troye and Connor are not together in this, they're just best friends (Which is what they say in real life but I'm a firm believer it's real cause it makes sense just sayin'). Anyway thought I'd clear that up; enjoy the chapter peeps!

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