Homeless ( H.S )

Rain has always been homeless since she was 8. Her mother ran off leaving her to fend for herself since the age of 12. She has built walls to protect her and plans on not letting anyone in. But when 21 year old rich Harry Styles sees 18 year old Rain sitting on the street can he resit to help her? And if he can't will she even let him?

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29. My body, I know

Rain's P.O.V

    My first reaction it to back up away from her. The thoughts in my head about her turned from good to bad in a matter of seconds, " no! Rain please you have to believe me I'm nothing like him, i swear" Shelby stands up looking at me as her tears increase. This is why i don't let anyone to become so close to me because then they release some shitty secret on me and expect me to be fine with it.

I back up against the wall as my head shake. I can feel my breath grow heavy and my chest feels like it has tons of pounds on it. My knees start to wobble and i fall to the ground holding my chest. Harsh coughs leave my mouth as my panic attack takes over me. I feel Shelby's hands on my back trying to calm me down.

I've haven't have one of these since i was 14. Black spots start to cloud my vision as i feel my head hit the hard carpet floor. " Stay with me" tears blur my vision even more making me even more nervous. I feel my body give out and my vision goes completely black as I'm in a comfortable darkness. I've always wished that darkness would just swallow me whole for the rest of my life.

But when Harry came in my life, i wished that i could live a happy life with him. Nothing last forever, i had to learn that the hard way. It feels like I'm dying but i know it will be too soon when i wake up gasping for the air to hit my lungs.  I know in a matter of minutes or hours i will wake wondering what happen to me. I know i will wake up and people will be asking me what happen and i sit there with confusion trying to remember.

I know that i will remember and be scared all over again, leading for me to pass out yet again. I know many will be looking for answer as to what happen to me and I'll have to explain its apart of me. I have no control on to what happens when I'm in these black outs. My body feels completely at rest until the light hits my eyes causing me to squint.

My body feels completely at rest until i start to feel again and i can now feel people poking at my body. My body feels completely at rest until the stares of human eyes cause me to grow scared an just pretend I'm still passed out. My body feels completely at res knowing that i may just have a chance to be with my father once again.

 

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