I'm trying hard to be cool and one day I'll get there, but for now I'm happy being me.


1. Carpe Diem


If you are reading this then i am suprised as although i have a loud enough voice to be heard no one really seems to take that much notice of me. I'm still trying to work out who I am and where i sit in the word. Right now i am going through my chrysalis stage when i finally turn from a ugly caterpillar into a beautiful butterfly. I am clinging on to the hope that by the time i hit my twenties i will be beautiful and clever and talented. That's possibly not so realistic but it's sometimes hard when faced by girls everyday that are prettier than me, funnier, cleverer. It feels almost impossible for me to feel proud of something because someones always done better.

That sounds pretty selfish and horrible now i read over the last paragraph but i suppose it will have to do, maybe i am. However i am happy (most of the time) and that's what counts because in the end lifes not measured by how many guys fancied you in year 10 or how clever you were in your teens. Simply, it isn't. life is measured by how many times you smile a day and by how you fall into fits of laughter so hard that your eyes water and your sides hurt. And life is measured by the memories you make and share and by the number of peoples lives you touch around you. This is a fact i choose to live by and one which i believe in. Because the things that count now may end up as the things that don't count in 20 years time.

so right now we are about to go on a journey through my chrysalis years and i shall take you all with me as silent witness as i make memories and aim to make each day count.


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