Why Did You Go?

Samantha Chief has lost her best friend and she can not get it out of her mind. While writing in her diary, she will go through life her way.


1. Dear Diary

                                                                                                                                          July 15, 2001                  

      Tayler Fisher and I have always been friends. We've known each other since first grade. We went to the park together. We had sleepovers. All my greatest memories were with Tayler. We did everything together. One time we even got to go to the movies and we were the only two people there. She also has cancer. Brain cancer. She never told me until a couple days ago. She took to the park and bought me ice-cream. Then she sat down crying. She told me, "Sam, I have brain cancer. And lately it's been really bad." 

       I started tearing up. I didn't know what to say or even do. I just sat there crying and watching as if she were some kind of monster. Then I stood up and said, "Lets go have some fun." She was still crying. I was too. I had nothing else to say or do, so I just did that. I knew this could mean she could die. We had so much fun the next day! We went to the mall, to the movies and then home.

      The next day she passed.

      I went home that day crying and I wouldn't stop. No one in the world could stop from crying, except live peppy Tayler Fisher. Everyone knew that wouldn't happen. Even me. I wasn't falling asleep. "Why" I kept asking.Why...Why...Why. My voice was fading as the night got darker. This was the saddest Summer of my life. I'm so miserable. I knew from now on till I die there would not be one day of my life I would not think about her.

     "Sam" I can hear her saying it over and over again in my head. Before Tayler died she told me to always be true to myself and to always think about her, and I always do. I hoped my dad would not come in my room to try to comfort me. No one could. Ever.

      Clink...Clink I heard knocking on my door. It had to be my dad. I told him to go away, so he left. I hate myself for everything I didn't say to Tayler before she left. I can't get her face out of my mind from before............ "Samantha it's time for dinner." I heard my mom call from the kitchen. I didn't feel like dinner so I didn't go. I felt like I never wanted to do anything ever again. Nothing could ever make me happy again.


                                                                                                                                                   July 16, 2001

      This morning I woke up owls were hooing, and the sun was shining on my face and every thing seemed alright until I thought about Tayler. I would do anything to have her back. I am getting a little hungry, but I didn't even want to get out of bed.      




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