She's Over There

Find out what will happen to suicidal Scarlet, and her only friend Kellin. Suicidal, friend Kellin. After tragedies strike so does fate, with her new found acquaintances, the band 5 Seconds Of Summer.

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Chapter 36.

 

He really, really... Really likes me, apparently. Does that mean he loves me or does it just mean 'I care for you.'

Oh well.

"I really, really... Really like you too." I said.

I didn't stutter or hesitate or anything. I wasn't anxious... I was a little nervous but I think thats just Luke's effect on me.

I looked behind me and Luke was sitting with his eyes closed with a small smile on his face.

"What?" I asked in a whisper.

"Nothing." He said opening his eyes and smiling larger, his dimple showing.

"Come on... Tell me." I begged.

"You didn't hesitate or get nervous. I could tell because usually when you're nervous you fidget with your hands and stare at them like they are out of your control." He said. He dropped his eyes from mine for a moment before gazing back up into my eyes.

I turn my head and gaze ahead of me.

"Even though we are in a sweaty and smelly tour bus... There is no place I'd rather be than here and now." Luke said into my ear gently.

"I really want to kiss you but my breath is disgusting and I can taste it... But Luke?" I whispered.

"Yea.h..?"

"You're such a softy."

"Oh yeah?" He said sarcastically.

His hands broke away from mine and went to my hips quickly. He spun my body around to face him and he fixed my legs so that they were around his torso and my crotch was near his.

He brought his face close to mine and bit his lip. "How about now?"

"Sexy, softy." I corrected myself.

He pulled his face away from mine and giggled.

I want to tell him I love him... But I kind of think that he doesn't want to hear that right now.

He had bad bed head so I took my hands and ran them up his hair and made it go into it's usual quiff. It didn't stay very well but thats okay.

"Can I do something? I've done it before but... This time will be different. I wont be stupid... And when you know what I'm doing you can tell me to stop-" he was starting to ramble on so I cut him off, his words making slightly anxious.

"Go ahead." I whispered.

I looked into his eyes as he looked in mine. His warm, large hands slithered down my waist and to the end of my sweater.

My eyes widened a bit but I didn't interject.

His hands slowly went up my bare stomach gathering my sweatshirt with it.

He reached the wire of my bra and looked into my eyes again and I nodded to him.

He smiled slight and slowly pulled my sweatshirt over my head, he placed the warm sweater in my lap over my bare thighs. I only had underwear and a bra on.

I felt self conscious and insecure so I wrapped my arms around my stomach.

"No... Baby you're beautiful." He gently unwrapped my arms an took one of my hands in his.

"I- I want you to feel comfortable around me even without your clothes so you know I'm not that guy. And I can sit in my boxers if that makes you feel better?" He asked.

I nodded to both parts of what he said. I agree with what he wanted to do.

"Wait- I can't do that; I don't have any on. " Luke said smiling at me.

I shook my head at him with a faint smile on my lips.

Luke used his free hand and gently touched my stomach and the shoulder straps of my bra, not going further then the shoulder straps. It was like there was electric fencing there, as soon as he got close his hand immediately retracted away.

"You okay?" He asked quietly.

I nodded to him.

I slowly inched myself closer to him and slid my arms around his waist gently.

His arms made their way around my shoulders and he pulled my chest into his.

I pushed my head onto his muscular shoulder and breathed in his scent.

His arms held me tightly and his hands slightly moved side to side

"You okay?" He asked softly after a moment.

I took a deep breath in and nodded into his shoulder.

"Yeah I just- I was proud of myself for being able to do that and not be anxious or thinking about anything else and I- yeah. I wanted to hold you in my arms." I whispered into the nape of his neck

"I'm proud of you too. I'm very proud. I'm really happy." He whispered.

I wrapped my arms a little tighter and took in a deep breath.

Luke leaned backwards keeping me attached to him and outstretched his legs. Leaving me laying directly on top of him.

I Took my hands from underneath him and instead placed them into his hair.

Should I say it?

 

 

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