The Letter ~ Jack Barakat Imagine

Based off of the song "The Letter" by Hoobastank. Give it a listen to understand the story a little more! C:


2. Jack's Return

      ~So apparently some people who really enjoyed the first part wanted another! This was supposed to be a one part type deal, but I guess another part won't hurt! So here ya go c: Love you guys! MUAH!~

      Jack's P.O.V.

      It was 2:13am and I was driving home. Practice had run late; it ended around 11pm, so after leaving practice I decided to see my "other woman". Yes, I had 2 girlfriends. Y/N and Scarlett. 

      I've been with Y/N for about 2 years and I've been with Scarlett for about 6 months. Do I feel bad for cheating on my girlfriend with someone else? Maybe a little bit. But why did I do it exactly? Well Y/N and I didn't seem to have the same flare we once did; everything began to turn bland. I mean, don't get me wrong, I still love her but the same thing after a long time can get kind of boring and with Scarlett everything is always different. She's so fiery and full of passion; not to mention she's sexy as hell. I know that's a terrible thing to say about someone else considering I'm in a relationship but I'm not used to being tied down for a long time.

      I drove my car into the driveway, noticing Y/N's car wasn't there. It was weird for her not to be home, maybe a friend needed her or something. Whatever, it's better for her not to be home when I get home anyway. I grabbed my things, unlocking the door to the house and walking inside. There were some items of clothing thrown onto the floor, which was really weird. 

      "Hello?" I called, just to make sure that nobody was actually in the house. When there was no response I decided to follow the trail of clothing.

      The items scattered across the floor had led me to the bedroom. Y/N must've been cleaning, considering there were no sheets on our bed. But the odd thing about it was that Y/N would never leave the house if she wasn't finished doing something. Then out of the corner of my eye, I saw a folded piece of paper on the edge of the bed.

      I immediately thought that it was the letter I got from Scarlett and that Y/N had seen it. I tried to remain calm and picked up the folded paper in my shaking hands. I opened it slowly as I began to grow more anxious by the second.

      Looking down, I noticed that the letter was from Y/N. I'd recognize her handwriting anywhere. 

         "You wanted to me to find it. You never even tried to hide it... Those words are here to stay..."

      I knew exactly what she was talking about. She found the fucking letter that Scarlett sent me. I kept reading and my heart stopped when I read the last part.

      "It's too late to try to work it out. There's no way to turn this thing around. It's all there in the letter that I found. I've memorized it line for line. Too bad that letter isn't mine...It's all here in this letter that you found. So memorize it line for line. I won't be there to say goodbye..."

      I felt sick to my stomach. She left me. She found the letter and she left me. Now I finally realized how stupid I was to think that being in 2 relationships was a good idea. It was the worst idea I've ever had. Y/N is gone and it's my fault. 

      "I have to find her. I'm not going to lose her." I ran down the stairs and put on my shoes.

      I figured Y/N would be at her best friend's house so that's where I headed first and as I was driving I called Scarlett.

      "Hey baby. Miss me already?" Scarlett spoke seductively into the phone. I groaned in anger. "Listen Scarlett, we're done. It was a mistake to ever be with you and now it's done. Goodbye." I hung up the phone, not giving her a chance to reply and drove to Y/N's friend's house. 

      After about 15 minutes I finally arrived at her house. Y/N's car was in the driveway and all the lights in the house were turned on. I glanced down at my watch, 2:40am. Hopefully they're still awake. I just can't lose Y/N.

      I sprinted to the front door and pounded on it, making sure to get someone's attention. I heard movement and then the door opened, revealing Y/N's friend. She looked at me in shock, which quickly turned into anger.

     "Jack what the fuck are you doing here? Do you understand what you did to Y/N?! You fucking prick." She spat, venom piercing her every word. I tried to keep my composure and spoke to her. "I know what I did was wrong. Just please let me talk to her."

      "You think I'm going to let you speak to her after what you did? Are you fucking crazy?" She began making over exaggerated hand gestures, nearly hitting me a few times. I felt a single tear run down my face.

      "Please. Please let me talk to her and sort this out. I can't lose her. I just can't. I already broke it off with the other girl. She isn't as important to me as Y/N is. Please just hear me out. I know what I did is unforgivable but I'm hoping that somewhere in Y/N's heart she can forgive me. She's the greatest thing that's ever happened to me and I'm petrified to lose her. I love her more than anyone else in the entire world. In the 2 and a half years we've been together she's made me feel unstoppable. She's the reason for my happiness. Okay I know I've been such a fucking disappointment as a boyfriend lately but I'm hoping and praying that I can make it up to her in every way possible. I'll take her on every tour, I'll buy her expensive things, I'll tend to her every need just so I won't lose her. I'm such a fuck up for thinking that she wasn't everything I needed and wanted. She's my entire world. The thought of losing her terrified me. Please just let me talk to her." I begged, not noticing that I had begun crying halfway through my speech.

      "I don't think you'll need to tell her all of that." Y/N's friend spoke, turning and pointing. I looked through my tears and noticed Y/N standing behind the door frame. "Y/N?" My voice quivered. 

      She ran to me, hugged me tightly and cried. We both clung onto each other and just cried.

      After a minute or two she looked up at me with tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes. "Why did you do it? Was I not good enough?"

      "I'm not sure why I did it. I guess I thought that instead of talking through our problems that maybe it would make me feel better. But now I've come to realize that I'm a fucking idiot who didn't know what he had until it was gone. I'm so sorry for treating you like shit and I'll do anything for you if you don't leave me." I wiped the tears off of her cheeks as I spoke.

      "You really hurt me. But I heard everything you said, so I think I'm going to try to forgive you. Mostly because I still love you. No matter how much you hurt me." She leaned up and kissed my cheek as I sighed in relief. Thank god she wasn't going to leave me.

      We both took my car back to our house, holding hands the entire ride. Then when we got home we headed inside and went straight to bed, grabbing some sheets and throwing them on it. I didn't leave her the entire night. I couldn't leave her; even for a second. I just held on to her and didn't let go. I was too afraid that if I let go then she'd leave me.

      We stayed cuddled together the entire night, exchanging kisses every now and then. I don't know why I thought I needed Scarlett. Everything I need is right here in my arms. I love you Y/N.

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