Fire // {h.s au}


Fire (n); a state, process, or instance of combustion in which fuel or other material is ignited and combined with oxygen, giving off light, heat, and flame.


11. chapter 10.


Addi POV~


"Zack, get my things!" I yelled from the door. He walked into my room with my laundry, and set it on the bed.

"Addi, I'm going to miss the crap out of you." He said to me. I fell into his arms and he fell onto my bed.

"I'm only gone for a year, and when you get done with college you can move into my loft with me" his kind eyes peered into mine and I knew I was in love. He leaned into me and our lips connected. I straddled his waist and continued to kiss down his jaw and neck.

"Baby I want you." He spoke into my ear breathlessly.

"We cant, I need to keep packing, I'm leaving in 6 days" I got off of him and I put my jacket back on.

"So that's it? You're just going to tease me and then leave?" he was getting angry now.

"Zack I don't know what you're talking about. You know I want to with you. Now just isn't the right time!" he was walking closer to me. I had never been afraid of Zack but this time something felt different.

"Its okay babe. Really it is." He grabbed my arms and his grip was tight. He seemed so calm but his hands told a different story. I smiled into his eyes, and when he looked down at me that's when I knew he wanted to hurt me. With his steady grip still on my arms, he pushed me against my wall, causing the picture of him and I on the beach, to fall on me. I stood up and made a dash for my door but he was too agile.

"You're not leaving until I get what I want." His voice was deep and raspy. This was not the Zack that I met in high school and fell in love with in college.

"Zack you hurting me stop!" I started to cry and he didn't care. He picked me back up and threw me onto the bed. His hand traveled down my waist as I wiggled to get free, but his strength was no match to my small body. I was trapped in place, pinned down on my bed while Zack got what he wanted. All I could do was cry. I cried so much and then remembered nobody can hear my cries for help, and nobody can save me from what he is doing.

When he was done, I was left on my bed naked and sobbing. My innocence - taken against my will.

My eyes drifted shut, and I heard the door open and close. He had left me to relish in the pain of is touch.

After 2 days, my stuff was all packed and I was ready to leave, but I couldn't leave for another 4 days. That's 4 more days of this suffering, and 4 more days of my mom nagging me about why I'm so quiet.

"Addi, you really have to talk to me!" she pushed.

"Mom, just stop. I don't want to talk about anything."

"Please honey. Let me be here for you?"

"Mom, just leave me alone."

"You're only here for 4 days, talk to me!" she started to raise her voice and I had reached my limit.

"I need to get out of this hell hole and get the fuck away from you!!" I screamed as I ran outside and into my car. My mom tried to call me 7 times that night and I didn't answer anything. I just needed to try and forget about Zack.

*Flashback over*

Harry POV~

The day of the funeral. The day that I knew this girl had been dreading. She was sitting in the rocking chair, in a black summer dress, with a gold dream catcher necklace on, and all of hers, and her moms Alex and Ani bracelets. Her hair was down and curled, but no matter how she looked, she couldn't hide how she was feeling from me.

"What are you thinking about Ad?" I asked softly.

"Just my past." She responded honestly.

"I think we should get going" I reached out my hand and she took it. My arm wrapped around her waist and by the way she wiggled out of it, I knew she was uncomfortable from the touch.


"That was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my entire life." She said to me with tear soaked cheeks.

"Ad, can you tell me about your past?" I said with my eyes on the road.

"Harry, its to soon to tell you what happened, but what I can tell you is; I haven't trusted anyone, like I trust you, in such a long time. So please don't throw that away." She said placing her hand on my arm.

When we arrived at her house, she seemed to be in a better mood.

"You know, for some one who just buried her mom, I feel like I found my closure."

"That's good, so what do you want to do now?" I asked. She walked out of the room for a few minutes, and when she came back in, she had on a green bikini top, and black bottoms.

"Lets swim!" she smiled shyly.

"I don't have any trunks."

"My cousin left his here, when they visited from California!" she exclaimed.

I was handed the neon pink trousers, and was told to get changed in the bathroom. What ever makes this girl happy I'm willing to do it; I just want to know her past.

Addi POV~

There was something about burying my mom that gave me closure, I know it sounds messed up, but I know she wouldn't want me to be upset 24/7, so I decided to try and get my mind off of things by swimming.

Harry walked out of the bathroom in the neon pink bathing suit, and he looked amazing. His skin was tan, his body was toned, and his tattoos were prominent. I couldn't keep my eyes off of him, and I think he noticed.

"Are we going to swim or mentally undress each other because damn, could I do that to you." He said and my cheeks flushed.

I walked over to the sliding glass door, and fumbled with the lock. Once outside my towel was set down and Harry was feeling the water. I don't know what prompted me to, but I ran over and at his most vulnerable point, pushed him into the deep water.

"Oh you fucker!" he yelled getting out of the water. I ran around the patio, and he chassed me until I gave up.

"Harry you're wet please don't touch me!" I yell-laughed.

"Ad, you've been so sweet to me and I just feel like I need to give you a hug, for taking me to Disney." His arms opened, and I was taken into his wet embrace. While he was hugging me, he picked me up and tried to throw me in the pool, but the memory of being held this tight, was too much and I started to scream for my life.

"Ad, stop!" he said caringly, letting go of me and setting me onto the ground again.

"Harry, let go of me!" I yelled.

"I'm not even touching you..."

"I just need to – I just need to go." I picked up my towel and ran into my room.

The memory came flooding back, and I was left to drowned in my fear. My knees hit the ground first, and my head came shortly after. A very concerned Harry came running around the corner almost slipping from his wet feet.

"Ad, you have to tell me what happened back there. I was barely touching you and you freaked out."

"Harry, I just need to be held right now." I said desperately.

He nodded his head and sat against my bed with his arms open. My knees crawled over to him, and my head snuggled into his chest. His left hand made circled on my back, and is right hand cupped the back of my head, as he whispered something into my ear.

"I wont hurt you like he did, I promise. I wont leave you"

I shut my eyes, and drifted off to the sound of him whispering promises into my ear.


YAY we've made it into double digit chapters! Awesome. I hope you all are enjoying this story so far, and if you would like to leave a comment that would be awesome! I'm only getting started with this story so hold on for a bumpy ride!

Also, I'm going out of town for 10 days starting July 1st. so I'm either going to write a bunch of chapters and post from California, or just wait until I get back to write.

Another thing – this chapter deals with rape, and that is a serious matter. Please understand that I will be mentioning this flashback in a few more chapters so if you don't wish to read it I'll put a star next to the chapter description.



Much love! –M xx.

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