"Sad stuff makes beautiful poetry, but it's not so pretty to live with." [-Merecat]
*For the Dear Diary Competition*
(I recommend anything beyond 'Tumbling Ash' for the rest is a mess of nonsense words that hold no character, no story and absently fill the page)


93. Ironic Forgiveness


Forgive me and my horrific lack of updates for the past ten days.


Believe me I have thought about it endlessly,

but projects and holidays

and this endless, burning ache within me that holds me back have all

become a heavy distraction.


I find it ironic,


that my therapy is writing yet this depressive state leaves me without the ability

to perform the activities needed to help express myself.


My keyboard keys grow dusty and my fingers groan without use as I lay

submerged in my darkening thoughts

hating my world inside and out

for no reason other than dying pain.


So forgive me again for these emotions

and this short chapter

and my inability to creatively show myself through writing right now.


-23rd December 2015

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