I wish I had never woken up with amnesia (Michael Clifford)

Some people wish to wake up with amnesia so they can forget about how much they are hurting.

All I wish is that I could have remembered .... Remembered that he had hurt me. That way I would never have fallen in love with him again

To know him, is to love him. But I never knew that Michael was the person who could love me and break me into thousand pieces at the same time

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43. The Beginning Of The End

The betrayal

I run out of the club that an hour before he was performing at, I was watching with such pride. Proud to be his girlfriend, proud that he was mine

"Chloe I am begging you, please just listen to me"

I turn around and face him, pushing him away from me

"How could you? how could you do this? With her of all people"

He looks at me and I know he honestly doesn't know what to say

"Was it a mistake, or did you want to be with her?" I feel sick rise up in my throat, I don't want to know the answer

"I fucking love you, if you would just listen, come back to my house. We can talk. Or let's just walk, let's just walk away from here, let's find somewhere. Please Chloe you have to listen to me, I've fucked up I know I have. I'm sorry. I was frightened, we've been moving so fast and it just happened" he shouts at me whilst pulling at his hair in frustration

He holds out his hand and I look at it as I walk backwards. My head fuzzy from the alcohol, my head hurting from the information I'm trying to process

"I loved you Michael, I really really loved you. Now you both can go to hell for all I care. Never speak to me again, I hate you for doing this to me, for doing this to what we had"

The tears blur my vision and I roughly wipe them away.

I feel like I can't breathe, to look at him hurts. My chest hurts, is this what it feels like to have your heartbroken? A few people have stopped to look at us arguing in the street. He reaches out to hold my arm but I turn away and without thinking walk into the road. I hear him shout my name panicked, I can hear a car coming towards me. Right now I wouldn't even care if it hit me or not. The car stops abruptly and the driver presses his hands down on the horn. Michael walks in my direction but I run towards a waiting cab. I open the door and lock it behind me

"Where you going kid?"

"Anywhere, just drive please. Please, go"

As the car pulls away I turn to look out of the back window. Michael stands in the street, the rain soaking through his T shirt. He watches me fade out of view but I can't even see anymore. My tears cloud my eyes and I hold my head in my hands. It's over. It's really over

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