I wish I had never woken up with amnesia (Michael Clifford)

Some people wish to wake up with amnesia so they can forget about how much they are hurting.

All I wish is that I could have remembered .... Remembered that he had hurt me. That way I would never have fallen in love with him again

To know him, is to love him. But I never knew that Michael was the person who could love me and break me into thousand pieces at the same time

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2. 1

"She's opening her eyes"


"Her hand just moved"


"Please wake up Chloe come back to us"



I can hear people. Mom? I try and say her name but I can't. Ouch, my head hurts. My head hurts so much. Was that Sophie's voice also? Where am I? My eyes feel so heavy. They slowly open, I feel like it's taking all of my energy. The room is bright and my eyes can't focus, it feels like the light is burning them. My hand feels my face and I have something over my mouth. Is it an oxygen mask? I'm starting to focus now, yes it's mom and my step sister Sophie. Am I in hospital? Why am I here? I feel like Im going to hyperventilate, I'm frightened. Why am I in hospital? I hold my hand up and look at the IV that's inserted in it. I hate needles, I'm going to be sick. I pull the oxygen mask off my face and try and sit up but mom gently pushes me back down

"Chloe, Chloe stay calm. A doctor is on the way, you're going to be ok I promise. I'm just so glad you're awake baby" she holds me close against her chest and I wince in pain. My head, my head hurts so much. I try and speak

"Mom -" but that's all I can say, my mouth is that dry I can't even speak


A doctor and a nurse come in and I lie back down as they flash a light in my eyes, take my blood pressure and I have to follow the doctors finger from left to right. I look at his name badge, Doctor Green


"Well you had a few people worried here Chloe, do you remember what happened?" He asks kindly. I try and think back

"Did I have an accident?" I take a wild guess. It must have been one?

He looks at my mom and I see a frown flash across his forehead but when he looks at me he has his friendly smile again

"You were hit by a car, do you remember that?" He gently coaxes and I shake my head but stop when it feels like my brain is being hit by a hammer

"No, what? I was hit by a car? When?" I can hear the panic in my voice. I look at my mom who is crying, she looks different but I don't know how? Surely I would remember being hit by a car? So I remember? No

Doctor Green grabs my chart and flips through some papers

"I'm just going to ask you a few questions, is that ok Chloe?"

"Sure, I guess?"

"Your full name?"

"Chloe Olivia Goldman"

"Home address?"

"140 bridge street, Sydney Australia"

"Date of birth and your current age"

"January 4th 1996 and I'm seventeen"

Doctor green stops and looks at me

"And what year is it?"

"Two thousand and thirteen"


He holds his pen against the paper not writing anything. He narrows his eyes

"What year is it Chloe?"

"It's two thousand and thirteen" I repeat confused. I know the date, everything else is fuzzy but for some reason I can remember handing in my history paper to Mr Edwards then after school me and Maddison went shopping to get her a new outfit for a date she was going on with Jason, The cute football player she had been crushing on for months

"and what is the last thing you remember, not the accident but the last thing you remember?"

I look up at the ceiling, my memory feels blank. What was it? What was it? What's the exact last thing I remember?

"Chloe don't push yourself, we can come back to this" the doctor says softly. I remember music, and being in a hall with streamers, I remember my pink dress with sequins, I remember my date Adam. I remember, that's it!

"My prom, I remember it was a school dance" I look hopefully at my mom and she's holding a tissue to her nose and shaking her head, silently crying. Now I feel bad! I don't want to make her cry. The doctor looks at her

"I think that was about April or may time" she tells him through her tears

"No it was may, may the twentieth" I tell her. How can she not remember? That's one of my favourite memories. Me and mom went shopping for the whole day. She helped me pick out my dress, we had our nails done, my hair, we even had a spray tan. The dance was amazing. I can remember that. But wait didn't he say I was hit by a car? Where was Adam?

"Is Adam ok? No one else was hurt were they?" I sit up and hold onto the bars of the bed as I get serious head rush and I feel dizzy and sick at the same time

"What's going on? I'm not crazy, why are you frowning at each other like that. Will someone please say something. Mom" I yell at her


"Baby, it's august tenth"


What? How long have I been out for?


She takes a deep breath


"Two thousand and fifteen"

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