The Diary of a Red-Headed Teen

The title says it all. I am a British teenager currently in a part of life where something little is everything yet everything about the future is pushed aside to just roll around the floor and procrastinate about... Yay?


31. 9th June 2015

Reason I haven't been writing, because I've done nothing as of late. But do you mind if I have a rant? Good. 


So I've been with this guy (Jon as he is known on here) for almost a year on and off (long distance might I add), and I don't know really what to do about him. I love him, which is weird since we're both quite different. I mean, I want to be a makeup artist, I wanna travel the world and I wanna get out there. Then there's Jon, he's a biker who does engineering and is rather kept to himself. People have told me countless times to leave him, but I don't want to. I have done before in the past, but I've always come back to him. There's something about him. I starting to sound like Bella from Twilight... Oh God... We've have arguments, well I wouldn't call them arguments, more like disagreements. But they keep happening, but I just tell myself that they only happen because we haven't met yet, and it will be better then.


I want to tell him, but I cannot, he isn't one to open up, whilst I am. I trust him, but at the moment I don't know whether I made a mistake...

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