The Diary of a Red-Headed Teen

The title says it all. I am a British teenager currently in a part of life where something little is everything yet everything about the future is pushed aside to just roll around the floor and procrastinate about... Yay?


34. 19th October 2015

Wow, I haven't written here in a long time, I really should of. Anyway, updates. I am currently unemployed, not in education and fucked in a sense. I didn't want to continue with Sixth Form, it just wasn't for me, I want to be doing something in the workplace, getting experience. Of course another big thing in my life is the fact I have a baby brother, Edward. He is rather cute I must admit, my parents said I was like a duck to water when it came to holding him, changing him and feeding him, from this, I've decided to go into childcare hopefully. I have a Assessment day tomorrow in London, but I really don't want to go to it, also it isn't even the company that would be employing me, so I'm not sure if its necessary. I don't know... I have three others that are in the process of looking into whether or not they want me in their staff, so fingers crossed. 


Is this a quarter life crisis? I mean, I'm not even eighteen yet and I'm already freaking out about what I'm going to do with my life... Great. I don't want to talk to anyone about it either, hence why I don't really talk. That and the fact I have no passion for anything, I've lost the energy to do anything. I really need to see a doctor, see whats actually wrong with me, but yeah. Anyway, I'm going to go procrastinate into my pillow. Yeah... Bye?

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