A Universe Trapped in a Labyrinth

This is my boring and interesting and teenager life spanning from age 15 to 18 (May 2015-August 2018)
Within you'll find many re-inventions of myself, boy trouble, school trouble and life trouble. (Plus interesting bits I thought I would include as well).
Do you dare to enter the maze?


55. Heaven may fall and Hell may be raised


Date: Wednesday 8th July 2015

Entry: 59/?

Subject: Heaven may fall and Hell may be raised.


Dear Willing Ears,

As I am introducing you to myself I might as well introduce you to all of my peers.

First of all I have my best friend Emalia (Or Indie Diva as I was once called her).

I was eleven when I met her and to be honest I can’t really remember how I met her. (Is that a bad thing?  I think it’s a bad thing). I possibly met her through a friend of a friend whom I met at a sports day (man I hate those). We’ve been inseparable ever since. Even though our other friends have dropped off us one by one we’ve stuck together.

Although I must confess – I think people change over time and relationships change due to that.

Over the past year things have come to light and I’ve realised things about Emalia that I hadn’t before. My eyes are new and although I’m still accepting, (like I always have been) I feel as though our bond isn’t the same anymore. I don’t exactly see the long ago told dream of ‘sticking with each other like glue all the way through adulthood’.

I’ve grown to accept that fact over the past few months; I don’t think she has.

Somewhere along the way we grew friends such as Princess (or Band Lover for the Win as I have named her before), and connected to that Elle and Annie and Jamie and Alesha.

Gosh so many people in the space of two years.

I guess I will have to explain it all.

The arrival of Princess (who doesn’t actually have that name), around about a year and a half after meeting Emalia, was a spark of a great fire. Princess is the natural band lover with gigs lined up for weeks or months in advance, and so many band names written on her hand and arm that she struggles to fit them all on. She and I share the same ideas on many things, and she makes me laugh more and brings me further out of my shell. She invites me places is and constantly awaiting with a text of ‘are you okay?’ whenever anything goes down.

Despite all of this, I know that our paths will diverge at one point when we go our separate ways in education. I hope that we can stay in touch but I know things won’t be exactly the same.

I’m glad of the heaven these last few years have brought.

Next we have Annie who is small like me and can identify with the many advantages and disadvantages of that. And we also have Jamie, who began dating Annie early on in this year and is attached to her hip. He is also quite small. Annie lost her voice this year as she ‘forgot how to talk’ if that can even happen and although she can’t really talk she is really loud. That instils confidence within me, being a quiet person myself, as it makes me think of other ways to make myself be heard. Jamie gets around on a skate board and the couple can often be seen either hugging or racing down towards you on the death trap of metal. (Can you tell that I don’t like skateboards all that much?)

Finally on the complicated list is Alesha. She is leaving this year so again I will take the bliss while I still have it. We also see eye to eye on many subjects other people would discount as boring. First of all being mysteries and controversies. She is the one that brings a board game to the dinner table to entertain us all through dense tension and I love her for that honestly. This is because I don’t do all that well with conflicts.

But hell has also been raised due to other people I call friends and Emalia doesn’t.

I get along with practically everyone while Emalia can rub people the wrong way on a first meeting; so it tends to bring up a few problems.

On the top of that list we have Elle who reminds me of the brown tree snake, a snake which is while mildly venomous is not actually dangerous at all. She has a similar attitude to Emalia being that she will tell somebody if she doesn’t like them outright or just generally her feelings about them. I think that attribute comes from a difficult and turbulent start in life that I, Princess and Annie try to help with when it gets her down. I must admit that I have just really started to actually get along with Elle but I find that she can be great with her screams when she gets targeted by flies, and yells when she brings in a flashy ball and plays with it all day. I like her now.

Amongst the people that I get along with is the crew that Emalia fell out with a long time ago. Louis, Fern, Niall and many others. Who are difficult to put into apt words with their different nerd and geek opinions and wants in life. I think that this phrase can paint a picture though; a rag tag group that despite their differences actually work like a well-oiled machine.

All in all, I guess that you may say that Heaven will fall and Hell may be raised. I may lose and I may gain more friends but I will enjoy the things I have while I have them – I treasure my luxuries. It’s a part of who I am I guess. 

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