The thoughts Of Me

So this is for that diary competition thing and I already do have a journal thing so this will be a more edited version of my life.......So yeah have fun reading and my life is really crazy right now so yeahhhhh


7. May 12 2015

So today was an okay day for me. But not for Abby.

You guy's should know that Abby cuts herself, she actually went strong for like 92 days or something like that until she had a bad fight with her mom. Today we were in stride and an annoying boy named Adam annoyed her so she picked up scissors and threatened him (Yes we do this daily, and yes we are mean) then a boy named Liam said "She's emo of course she would cut" and she stormed out of the classroom. I would've flipped if I didn't go chasing after her and we sat in the bathroom for almost ten minutes and started to walk around the school and I finally dragged her back to class. 

I got in trouble because apparently we were messing around in the hallway, but I was pulling her to class so I almost got suspended and I ruined her life. I DID THAT. I almost cried but I didn't. 

I have absolutely NOTHING against people who cut because I probably witnessed what they went through. Being told that you are officially mentally unstable hurts. More than any one could imagine. It basically just say's your not normal take these pills and you will feel normal. I don't take them, sometimes I do. 

You can really tell when I do take the to and you can tell when I don't, but there's these days where you can't tell at all and it all just gets confusing. 

So for once I was the support, I didn't know what to do. I never have been in this kind of situation before because most of the time I'm in my own fucked up world. 

What was the worst of all, ten minutes before that she said she felt kind of happy that day. I'm so glad that I cared about her more than beating that scrawny kid up, he doesn't know anyone. Really know one does, most of my friends don't know of any of my problems at all. My insecurity, My depression, Being Bipolar, A living maid. I don't talk most of the time though.

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