Ana has a dark past not many people know about. She has to give up all of her friends and change her entire way of living. Can she do it? Can she heal?


2. Chapter 2 *flashback*

I just finished zipping up my red strapless dress when my phone started to ring.

            “Hello?” I asked, trying to quickly put on eyeliner with one hand.

            “Hey, you want to hang out tonight with me and the team?” my brother asked.

            “Can’t.” I said, giving up and putting the phone on speaker.

            “Why not?” he asked.

            “I’m going to a party with Tanner.” Josh fake gagged.

            “You two make me sick.” He said. I just rolled my eyes. “I should’ve known he cancelled with us because of you.”

            “Yup, you should’ve. I have to go. I’ll call you later.” I said, hanging up before Josh could respond.

            I finished putting on mascara and lipstick before picking out a pair of black stilettos and grabbing my black clutch. I quickly wrote a note to my roommates letting them I know I wouldn’t be home tonight and left the dorm. I walked outside and saw Tanner’s black Civic across the street.

            “Hey babe.”

            “Hey.” I said as he pulled away from the curb. He reached over and put his hand on my knee like he always did and I put my hand over his. We had been together for a month. Using his thigh to steer, he reached into his front pocket and pulled out a handful of snow white pills. I sighed in relief, it had been days since my last high.

            I grabbed two pills from Tanners hand and the bottle of water in the cup holder between us. I swallowed the pills with ease. I leaned over and kissed his cheek. Tanner just chuckled as he returned the remaining pills to his pocket.

            “Excited for the party?” he asked, turning onto the street that his friend lived on. There were cars parked all down the block so we parked on the next street over.

            “Yeah.” I said as I climbed out of the car. Tanner came over and put an arm over my shoulder, which I was glad for this since I was beginning to feel light headed. We walked the block to the party and by the time we got there I was feeling the full effect of the pills. We walked into the house and the music was deafening but amazing. I would feel it in my bones and I didn’t know if it was because of my high or the bass.

            “Want a drink?” Tanner yelled into my ear. I nodded and he left to get drinks as I walked around the house. I found my way to the living room/dance floor, which was where the music was the loudest. I went to the middle of the room and danced. It felt like hours but was probably only a few minutes when I felt some one wrap an arm around me and hand me a drink.

            I turned around to face Tanner and we danced and drank together. It was a mixed drink of some sort and was really strong, but I didn’t notice the burn in my throat. I took a couple more pills and drank a few more cups of the mixed drink and, before I knew it, it was already three in the morning and the owner of the house was kicking everyone out.

            Tanner drove us to his apartment and I lost my virginity that night. I don’t remember it, too many pills and drinks, but the next morning I could just tell. And I didn’t regret anything.


            A/N: Sorry for the short chapter but this is about how long the ‘flashback’ chapters are going to be. They are going to be every other chapter or every second chapter for a while. I hope you guys like this book so far. Let me know what you think of it!

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