I need your love

Luke was her world. What will she do when it crumbles around her?


19. Alone

Luke's POV

I stood behind Chrissy. She stood up and I walked to her side. The crisp air was refreshing. Chrissy looked at the ground the whole time we walked. We walked to the look out and she at on the edge of the cliff. I stood behind her, admiring her. I noticed her eyes, filling with tears. She grinned. I turned and found Calum standing behind me. He approached her and I walked to the path and stood just at the top.

Chrissy's POV

"You know I could end this all." Tears ran down my face as I slightly scoffed.

"Then do it. I'll do it with you." I turned around to see Calum standing behind me. "Go on, do it."

Calum sat next to me and shoved his hand in his pocket. I watched him throw objects off the edge. He pulled his hand out once more, this time I stopped I took his hand and opened it. Whatever it was, he dropped it before I could see what it was.

"Wha-" I tried to talk but he cut me off by rolling up his long sleeve. His tan skin was layered in small lines. 

"I kept the blades at the studio." He said before looking down at his stomach. I noticed a small stain on his dark green shirt. He winced as I removed the splochy cloth from the lower half of his stomach. I revealed freshly cut skin. He jerked back causing me to drop his shirt. He slowly stood up. I rose to him. I kissed him, I really needed him to know that I loved him. He pulled away from me. I froze. Calum walked to the path and left me here. Alone. I felt like all of the air in my lungs was forced out of me. Luke stood at the top of the path staring at me. I approached him.

"Where's Calum?" he asked. I never answered. I started walking on the most familiar route that I could. Luke laced his hand into mine. I didn't pull my hand away I didn't react how anyone ever expected me to. Calum left me alone with someone who still loved me and yet, I don't feel loved. I found the front porch of my familiar townhome. I sat on the top step and Luke sat next to me. I slid closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder. He rested his check on my head. Our hands stayed intertwined. We sat in silence until two cars pulled up. Michael and Ashley climbed the steps and I slid closer to Luke so that the could sit next to us. Ashton and Hanna sat in front of us. Everyone began speaking their condolences. I mentally repelled them, nothing could change the fact that she died. How can I feel so alone when people are surrounding me. I feel like a ticking time bomb just waiting to explode my pain onto everyone around me. Everyone is telling me how loved I am and I just build these walls around myself. In that moment I felt like an empty soul just withering away. I just want to know that Calum will come back. I want Calum. I want Parker.

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